Update on my Jaw

So I went to see the Oral Surgeon for my Jaw problem. I have TMJ really bad it hurts the Oral surgeon has me on a soft food can't chew diet. I've lost a ton of weight. I just haven't been able to eat right with my Jaw crooked and slanted and my under bite is really bad. I have to go to the Dentist on Tuesday to get some teeth fixed and then i gotta go back to the Oral surgeon he wants to model my teeth like they do at the orthodontist and get a teeth guard made for me. My TMJ is just really bad i have a bad habit of clenching and grinding my teeth and thats not good cause i can start breaking my teeth from doing it. Other than that I have to keep taking ibuprofen that the oral surgeon prescribed to me and i have to use heat and ice on my jaw. I Have to say that jaw surgery is in plan  my under bite will be fixed and the oral surgeon told me that i'd have to get braces so it can be easier for him to preform the surgery. He'd be happy to fix it but he wont do it till i get braces again so I gotta start looking into braces again. Not a fan but i can't complain its for surgery and it will only get better at the end. Hopefully everything will pay off cause i'm putting a lot of money into this. I mean i love my smile so much I've been loosing confidence in it and its making me unhappy it's making me feel like the confidence i once had is just bringing me down and i feel like its scaring away people when they look at me. I'm not sure how much longer i will be off food but until then I'll happily eat my Ice cream and yogurt and other yummy soft foods that i have to eat. I seriously can't wait to have this all taken care of. I'm glad i finally went to see the oral surgeon about this it was driving me crazy before i went to see him.