Here We Go

First surgery of the year. I visited the Dentist last week and I'm getting 2 teeth surgically removed. Nothing has been easy. Tomorrow I go through surgery to get the teeth removed. I was gonna do one at a time and just separate the surgery so i'd go through another surgery but i may just change my mind before they put me under and get the 2 removed at the same time. Surgery is no fun especially what I'm being put through and I know i gotta get braces back on for jaw surgery. I'm not gonna lie there has been times where i cried in pain cause i didn't know what else to do about it. I've been emotional today I think its just cause everything is finally happening and its becoming reality. I've got my friends and family updated on this on my Facebook i love the support I'm getting. I'm not even nervous at all about this I've been through this before its nothing new to me. All of what I'm going through is crazy but I'm ready for this to finally be taken care of. Hoping that things go well tomorrow and they succeed at removing the teeth. Nothing but the best. I'm gonna have to put my trust into the Dentist tomorrow to remove the teeth. I know usually the oral surgeon does it but i guess it never crossed my mind that this would be happening like this. I still got a long way to go hopefully this summer i get braces back on for jaw surgery. I also gotta finish up with the dentist in the next month so i can get back to the oral surgeon for my teeth guard so i don't clench or grind anymore. Hopefully by the end of this year i can feel better about myself and feel so much better with a better smile and gain the confidence back in my smile. We dont know exactly what happened but were thinking i had a weird reaction to having braces the first time and of course when i had that tooth up in top in my top gums i had that removed 2 years ago and we think the tooth has caused problems for the rest of the teeth. But hopefully after all this it won't happen again. I'm looking forward to starting this process i'm excited to finally have some dental help and get me where my smile needs to be.