Yesterday I was asked if I ever thought about suicide and tempted to do it. As i was telling the reason why I don't think about suicide or tempting to do it. I have never thought about suicide or tempted to do it never have never will think about doing it. I know people that struggle so bad with depression and it gets so bad to the point they wanna run away they wanna die they wish they were never born they just wanna get their life over with. I may not know what that's like cause i don't think like that or tempt to do it but i get it enough from a few friends i know that are struggling with depression its not fun hearing anyone talk about it or tempting to do it I can't stand the fact that someone so depressed just wants to kill themselves and get their life over with. Sure it might solve their problem of unhappiness and they can be happy after they die knowing they left the earth so young but it only hurts the loved ones and the friends that care so much about you and love you. Sure i live this happy positive life style no it hasn't been easy I've only gotten depressed a few times in life but I get rid of it fast I won't let it take over my life and than i find stuff that makes me happy again after being in a depressed mood.
I was also asked if I do drugs. When i said No i don't they said why not? Because that's not who I am i don't do drugs I'm drug free. Than that ended with well your a boring person. I'm sorry I'm 21 years old sure I'm legal to buy a drink but that's not me that's not who I am I'm drug free I don't do drugs I'm sorry if I'm a boring person i rather be boring anyways instead of being high off something or getting drunk all the time besides i find ways of having fun with out drugs. I'm not gonna judge or hate anyone for doing drugs especially if some of my friends do drugs that's their life they live it the way the wanna live life so I'll live life the way i wanna live it.
I think i surprise some people when they find out that I'm drug free and that i'm not living the most depressed life style things haven't been easy i still manage to put a smile on my face and pull through it but that's me and that's what my life style is like and that's my opinion and i'm glad that i didn't get judged for it either when i responded with my answer they just wanted to know why and that's okay.
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