No Big Deal.. It's a crush (;

Its been 3 years since i had a crush on my best friend Dallin (; Sure he's on a mission in Chile but dang I still find him hot and attractive more than ever. But I can't help it I still get lovey dove over him. I don't know why but its like something about him has me going for him. And he knows how i feel about him. A least he's cool about it and glad i told him. I shouldn't even be falling for him. I still don't understand why and how i fell for him but my heart won me over in this and i can't fight the feelings either. He's the reason I forget how to breathe. He just makes me so happy! (; I get butterflies just thinking about him too. hahahaha okay i'm done getting all lovey dove over him now. hahaha.