Depressing Day: What Makes my Day Better

So lately my family and I have been put through a situation it hasnt been fun. My dad kept telling us we need to move in with his friend dean and all that bull crap that just didnt make sense. No i Dont wanna live in Orem i like it right here in American Fork but i guess i dont have a say anymore so i guess when we do end up moving we probably will be moving to Orem but we havent found a home to rent in Orem. Probably some crappy cheap shitty apartment to rent is the only way to go. Im sick of living like this. Even though my Grandpa is helping us in the situation still. I told my mom yeah what if i wanna see shaliece?? your not gonna want to drive all the way up to Highland just so i can hang out with her and its like well heck you barely see her now anyways whats the deal? like hmm well hello i like it here cause im close by Dallin and if we move to Orem then me and Shaliece wont be able to go on a date with Dallin and Silas well it doesnt even look like that will happen cause Shaliece is always busy doing something and i get caught up in work and stuff. So it may not happen and then when he's gone it will be like a big regret. If anything i rather live homeless now. But after all this mess I get a missionary letter it made my day ALOT better it was like the best thing i needed to read after having the most depressing day his letter was a cheer up for me. But we wont have to worry about this situation anymore i hope. I just hope unless my dad gets the idea to take alot of the rent money and use it on his business and make this family screwed up again. If we can get one of those nice homes to rent to buy ohh yeah id soo like one of those brand new homes now. But i guess i will have to see what happens im just glad its finally over with and we wont have to worry about it hopefully. Now we can enjoy our christmas. I still dont wanna live in Orem though. Im not giving up anything either to live with someone else were a family of five we should be able to handle this on our own its our mess we  need to fix it and moving in with someone else that probably will just make matters worse. But i hope things start getting better and im looking forward to 2013 now hopefully we can finally go to Disneyland for sure this next year. Cause dang im in need of a vacation we should just take a weekend and leave to Las Vegas and like stay there for a day or two and just chill out and get everything off our minds and visit with some friends we know there. But for sure a missionary letter made it alot better. :)