When I Like a Boy So Much it Hurts

Honestly I like this boy Dallin soo much it hurts. I got alot of feelings for him my heart wants him lol :) and now it feels like the feelings i have for this boy are going to be destroyed and i dont like this feeling.

Well now it seems like ever since i met a certain boy... I dont mind if he wants to take me out on a date. But i think he's using me. I hate this feeling. I feel like he's destroying feelings i have for another boy. This Aaron dude has no idea that i like someone else. The feelings i have for Dallin are soo right i dont wanna destroy the feelings and fall for someone i dont wanna force my feelings on someone i dont have feelings for.

It really does hurt. I like who i like. Dallin makes me very happy! (: He's my best friend! no doubt when my heart wants something it wants what it wants and it skips a beat when im just happily thinking about dallin.

and another thing this new guy i think he's using me... he's gonna have hell to pay for. I dont mind that he wants to take me out on a date but being my boyfriend is another thing.. Sad i have to fake feelings for him well i think its a lie. He really doesnt wanna be my boyfriend and he doesnt love me. I think he's using me. makes me feel even soo much better. Hope he's happy cause he has no idea whats gonna happen next.

I only like one boy clearly thats Dallin and no one else can replace him. :)