Mission Farwell & a Little Surprise

On Sunday! I went to my friends farewell wow it was totally packed i couldnt believe how packed it was. I was very happy to see alot of my friends from High school. I saw Tyler the guitar player and I saw Silas. When i saw Silas i was like oh my gosh Silas hahahaha I  got his attention and he came up to me and shoke my hand and said oh hi. hahahaha I saw Eli Studd Blair hahahaha He was a little surprised to see me but matt maddiox gave a good talk i cant believe he leaves in a couple of weeks for the MTC and his Mission.


Anyways i get home and my Date has been really bugging me these past days not really bugging me but just talking to me alot way more then i really wanted him to. And my date Aaron came over after he got out of church we were just talking and stuff. He met my mom and dad and he really really really likes me a whole heck of a lot. and we were going out to eat for dinner for my moms birthday which was yesterday but we celebrated it on sunday cause my grandma was busy yesterday on my moms actual birthday so my mom went upstairs for awhile and me and Aaron just sat on the couch he started trying to make a move on me which i dont know if its the right feeling He's a nice guy and everything but i think he's lying to me about being a football player this is the "football Player" that asked me out on a date didnt know what to expect but now i know so we been kinda confused about the whole thing. He loves me he cares for me he doesnt wanna loose me. He's been up all night crying he says i make him really really happy i dont know if thats true. I dont think i actually make him happy but anyways soo we were just kinda talking on the couch and he's like your beautiful i said yeah thanks. I was sooo freaking hungry all day on sunday like oh my gosh i couldnt help it but i never felt sooo hungry in my life even at matts church i was soo freaking hungry my stomache was grawling he also told my mom he's like you have a very nice and sweet daughter she's soo nice and friendly to me. I was sooo freaking shy. hahaha it was crazy and paul was soo shy even more than i was and while sitting on the couch he's like im sorry if your feeling really shy around me. I was like yeah it will be okay it will take time to get out of being shy. Its just something natural about me. But than he wanted to go out to dinner with us soo we let him and he was acting really weird at dinner i had to tell him to eat his food. I said its okay Aaron eat your food. and then we had fun burping and laughing at some stuff. and he watched me cut my steak and he's like wow your better at cutting than i am i said oh thanks hahaha. sooo after we ate we went over to my grandma's house for cake I couldnt eat anymore i was soo full i said if i eat more i might just end up throwing it up. soo me and Aaron went out in the back and we were talking i started messing with him hahahaha. I like kept stepping on his foot then i flicked him in the leg hahahaha then he started trying to tickle me hahaha and i would steal his ipod touch from him in the car hahaha. We were having fun and laughing while chasing my brother paul hahaha I showed some pictures of my family to Aaron. Finally we left my grandma's house we ended up taking Aaron home in the end at first he was gonna come back over to our house but nope he wanted to teach me how to play catch with a football. But it didnt happen. Soo he was supposed to take me on a date today. But it wont happen unless we can pull the truth out of him and my dad said dont worry i got this taken care of so he will probably not be able to take me out on a date until we get the truth right. Which is sad in a way. We had a good long talk last night. He told me he's like Jessica I dont know what to do cause i love you and care about you and i dont wanna loose you. Your something special in my life. Well even if we remain friends all though he wanted to take me on a date. But id probably rarely hang out with him still. He's something i probably dont want a life with. I can find someone really better than him. But it will be okay. Gotta find out the truth the hard way these days cause people these days love to lie and think it would help. But it doesnt it makes the person feel guilty for lying to others.