Wednesday, August 29, 2012

He Who is so Annoying



This guy Aaron that i went on a date with. Totally thinks we are boyfriend and girlfriend. Seriously just cause of one date he drives me up the wall makes me mad we barely even get along. I either make him happy or sad. Because of me he cries a lot. Seriously. He's the reason I'm changing my cell phone number. I don't want nothing to do with him anymore. He wants to do everything with me like go to football games with me like HELLOOO he doesn't even know the boys on the AF team. Only me and my friend Shaliece do. He makes it sound like he should be the only boy i talk to which he's soo wrong he's not. I got other boys to talk to. Just freaking heck. I just want him to leave me alone i dont wanna hurt his feelings either just wanna freaking heck let him down easy. He's moving up to BYU in the next couple of weeks soo maybe after awhile he will totally forget about me and meet some other new girl and go crazy over her. I don't mind him as a friend and everything but wow. he's seriously killing my happiness i'm way more happier with Dallin I love Dallin and i have no feelings for Aaron its all fake saying i love him is fake he wants to get married to me and have kids with me have a life with me. But i dont want that soo I'm gonna have to tell him before he actually proposes to me that my dad doesn't want me to get married to him either do i. I dont want to get married to him I dont even want my kids to have him as their daddy. I feel sorry for him that he hasn't been able to keep a girlfriend or whatever it is with him. But Dang i just want him to leave my life i know he likes me and everything. I try telling him to stop calling me soo freaking much but it only happens once and then he goes back to calling me 3 times a day all day if he could talk to me. Thank god he goes to school soo that way he cant call me which is nice cause that will distract him from calling me soo much which i told him its okay he needs to listen and learn in class more so then calling me and talking to me so it will be nice he had his first class today i guess from what it sounded like. Thank god! finally he needs to pay attention in class and i'm glad i'm not there either cause it would be a worse distraction he wouldn't get nothing done with me there well you know I wouldn't be able to get into BYU anyways. Cause i have a learning disability and i wouldn't even pass at all nice for him to go there i didn't even wanna go to BYU in the first place my dream school has been chosen UVU and or UNLV if i still lived in Las Vegas Nooooo Where close to BYU all though i wouldnt mind it but i think its best I'm at UVU while he's at BYU. I wish he didnt like me soo much that its causing me to change my phone number before i know it i'll be wanting to move changing our address so he can leave us all alone cause i dont really want him to show up at my house all randomly. One date was nice but im not ready for a boyfriend just yet and i really cant image a life with Aaron at all. Sure he's a nice guy and every thing but maybe its cause he lied and you know what he got what he deserved so he knows that he cant hang out with me for another 2 months which i hope he really learned that lesson about lying cause lying doesnt even work at all it just makes everything worse and hurts people. I only can wish him the happiness he deserves i might be his girl he wants to marry but i think im done with him I rather marry Dallin over Aaron any day and now i must go figure out a way to change my freaking phone number and be happy that Aaron will leave me alone. 

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