I wish things weren't this bad. My jaw problem is getting worse as i suppose it is following that i heard recently my guy friend Tyler telling me how it looks. I'm actually coping with it a lot better than i thought i would. It still sucks though to have this problem. I miss chewing gum it drives me crazy not being able to chew gum cause there is times i'd like to chew on something like gum but than I remember i can't chew gum its best to not chew it with Jaw problems Gum would make it worse and i know cause i chewed on a piece on 4th of July and i ended up with my Jaw in pain. I'm gonna be returning back to the Dentist pretty soon. A least the college dental school is half priced so I pay half of what i wouldn't be paying at a normal dentist. Sometimes i wanna give up but than again its my smile. I LOVE my smile. I hate seeing my smile go like this. Hopefully i can put TMJ behind me. My guy friend Tyler is so lucky he doesn't have it this bad its just a pain in the butt. I know if i just keep working towards a better smile i know in the end I'm gonna get the results i want. I know its not the easiest thing ever. But once I get past this part it shouldn't be to hard. I hope i don't have to wait to long to have surgery done. Cause i just want this fixed. And i hope this is the last time i get my smile fixed cause i'm not fixing it ever again. To much money. But i care to much for my smile that i'm putting my money into it and getting it all taken care of hopefully by the end of this year i'll a least have a somewhat better smile. I haven't been thrilled at all to have braces back on but i hope its just for the year from what i read that it will be for a year since they have to be involved in surgery. I can't even stand to look at my smile. Thats why half the time i dont even bother smiling anymore. Cause i know its gonna show up in the picture. I'm just so ready to speed up the process and break the jaw already and get it fixed but nah i rather not scream bloody murder and have blood all over the mouth. I rather patiently be waiting for it to be fixed the braces way. I could have it done with out braces but i have more of a chance of them messing up on the jaw and having to go back through surgery and have it broken again and fixed again. Thats why my oral surgeon wants the braces back on so he can easily do the surgery with out a problem and wont mess up on it. I just can't wait till this is all over with. And this is how i currently look while i wait to have my jaw fixed.
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