Just a Thought

If life was completely different for me and I wanted to go on a Mission even though i never wanted to and not because my friends have served missions. It got me thinking since some of my friends are getting off their missions and coming home and especially with 2 of my friends serving at the bishop store house for their missions I just started thinking since i saw what my friend wrote on Facebook that she will be done next week with her Mission and I know my two friends think i'd make a good missionary they been telling me i should serve a mission at the bishop store house. I thought to myself knowing this wasn't meant to be i know i'm not meant to serve a mission never have wanted to serve a mission never will and just cause my friends do it. Me myself has to want to do it and have a passion to serve a mission that would be between me and my heavenly father and i just can't do it cause my friends are serving missions. Sure i'd be a good Missionary and my best friend Ross has told me to pray about it and see if its right for me. But i knew its not meant to be and that's okay. I already had my life planned out anyways since 10th grade and never once a Mission was involved in it. And if things were different i wouldn't serve at the bishop store house i'd serve a full time 18 month ( year and half) mission. I rather have the fun adventure of getting a mission call to another state or another country. That sounds more exciting than serving a mission at the bishop store house. I'm the type of person that likes to get away so the 18 month mission would be my way of serving a mission. But I'm needed here more at home more than ever I know it would be my choice to go on a mission it wouldn't be my friends say in it but being here and helping my family out and just being kind and helpful to others i think is enough for me. And thats why i'm thankful and glad that my friends have the guts to go out for 18 months and 2 years But a least my friends think i'd be a great missionary even though i will never be a missionary besides i'm getting a little on the old side for going on a mission if i wanted to i should of left 1 or 2 years ago if i really wanted to serve a mission. But i'm the type of person that wants a career in life instead of a mission. and for some odd reason i just been thinking about this a lot lately. It was just a random thought especially of how i feel and my opinion on it.