Life as We Know It.

Life is CRAZZZYYY!!! a LOT! has happened since i graduated from high school a year ago. Sometimes life hits fast. And you know just cause im gonna be 20 years old. I'm not ready to settle down with a guy just yet. Hearing about my friends getting engaged and married its like whatever happened to being young wild and free you know just the teenager going out hanging out having fun and all that. It makes me think! Yeah we all grow up. But do we really need to grow up that fast.
I feel like i grew up to fast. But i didnt grow up that fast. its unbelievable that my friends are already married and all that one of my friends is having a baby next week and my other friend is having a baby in December. I like dating boys dont get me wrong I love the boys i have in my life. Except i could kill off a couple of nit whit idiots once in awhile. But i feel like i dont need to settle down just yet i have time for a family and all that. It will happen when it happens. I would love to get married but I think i can handle the wait anyways. I really am glad im waiting to get married i really dont wanna marry a stupid idiot at this point in life. Honestly i cant wait to be a mom/wife someday! :) That will be the best part of my life having my own little kid running around. But im not gonna jump into it to fast cause im not stupid or dumb it can wait and when the time is right i'll join my friends on being married and all that. :) I've GROWN UPPP soo much its soo crazy cant believe it.