9 months

Today marks the 9 months since my Grandma passed away (10/22/11)  Cant believe it its soo crazy almost a year. I miss her and love her. I think about her almost every day sometimes i'll have crazy dreams about her where we talk but its not the same. Sometimes i wish she was here soo i can just give her a hug oh i've been dying to give her a hug. I was gonna give her a hug at her funeral but i could barely even touch her. But you know what the day i see her again im gonna give her a big hug. Not a day goes by with out thinkin about her and her birthday is coming up she would of been 82 this year. Crazyy were gonna decorate her and Grandpas grave for their birthday both their birthdays are in august. all the times we had with her the good the bad the funny silly stuff. Sometimes i wish i could talk to her again and hear her voice again. Its been awhile since i last heard her voice. From my dream i had about her. hahaha sometimes i feel like telling my grandma the most silliest stories ever. hahaha it feels like forever since she's been gone. But i know she's looking down watching me and my family i bet she see's me smile and laugh like she used to. I know she would want me to be happy and you know im over the pain and all that it took awhile but i got over it im happy for her she's not in pain anymore and she gets to see Grandpa again. So she's  in good hands now since she left earth to go home to heavenly father. Im glad she's my grandma. :)  I love her and miss her and i cant wait to see her again someday.