Good Times

Hahahaha So yesterday. it was soo funny we went out to eat at sizzlers to celebrate our new family Job (resteraunt) hahahahaha and this is how it goes. hahahahaha My brother paul starts talking about the teddy bear movie hahahahahaha and then during dinner eric says let me lick that steak sause off of you hahahahaha oh we lost our appitites after that hahha but i still ate hahahaha and we were watching the olympics. hahahahahaha and this is what else happens


were on the way home hahaha actually we went to Toys R Us cause paul wanted to go there so on the way we all sang to Lean on me hahahahaha oh my gosh hahahahahahahahahaha. :) and so we get in Toys R us parking lot hahahahaha and....


theres this new store called.... Dicks i see the store aname and  out loud i said hey Dicks. hahahaha or something like that hahahahaha Dean ( My dads friend) was with us hahaha and says hey nice to know hahaha. I said its a sports store look hahahaha and they all look and we end up taking dean home hahaha and Eric's like no just no i would never go in that store. Were like why is it the way i said the name and erics like no just no. hahahahahahahaha

and then we were on the way to drop dean off at his house hahahaha Dean asked me "whats the stores name again? hahaha my mom was just laughing hahahahaha.


I love my family i really do :)

Counting Down the Days Can Not Wait

That Moment

Yesterday I asked my mom if she talked to Grandma Carroll. Whoops i meant Grandma Scott. I guess my Grandma has been on my mind her name slipt out of my mouth. Didnt mean to. I do miss her. I wish she would come in my dreams again. hahaha that would be weird if we could talk to my grandma on the phone knowing she's in heaven. Its just one of those days where i never thought id say her name in a question meaning to ask if my mom talked to Grandma Scott. I guess my mom could tell someone was on my mind lol.

73... 73.. Days... I can handle it..

73 days left til i'll be in Las Vegas we leave 10/6/12 (october 6th 2012) Soooo freaking excited... oh but so far away 73 days... feels like forever October just cant come faster. Im very happy to leave Utah. Finally we get away for awhile enough some fun. And best part i finally get to reunite with my best friend/ ex boyfriend Eddy!!! :D Yeahhhhh he's going to be soo happy to see me again. :) Just gotta make sure he will be home hahahaha unless he can handle the long wait until i get back from Disneyland but 73 days left its insane and killin me i cant believe it. Were gonna be ordering our disneyland package deal very soon. Its going to be soo good seeing Eddy again and i'll have to get a new picture of him hahahahaha. :) he's crazy but thats what i love about that boy. and you know i also get to see my friend Nicole there too. Those are mostly the only 2 friends i can think of that i know in Vegas i didnt really get to hang out with much friends there. But that day when we leave it will be on a early saturday morning. Sooo i'll probably be up around 6 am and by lunch time we shall be in Viva Las Vegas baby!! cant wait. Its going to be the first real family vacation since we had to take care of my grandma who i dearly miss soo very much. and this is the best part its my last day being a teenager on 10/6/12 soo what better way to put an end to my teenage stage. I know were staying on the strip hahaha this time Dallin better not make a Joke about it hhahahaha. hahaha that boy just hahahaha very funny. and what better way to end my teen life with THE AVENGERS DVD!!! AHHH :D get to watch that on the way to Vegas cant wait. Love that movie. hahahahahaha me and paul Erics not going but its still a family trip hahaha cause aleast 4 people are going soo whatev but me and paul will just be watching it over and over. probably should get paul a portable CD player with a mix cd with some songs on it so he can listen to them soo that way he doesnt get bored when were not watching a movie. :) but im tots excited and you know what the best is we head out to LA the morning of my birthday. :) Sooo i cant wait its the best feeling ever and right now its like okay im soo ready to just leave utah and just go have some fun im actually gonna try some rollercoasters who knows maybe i'll meet a boy and maybe that boy will be my rollercoaster buddy! i only hope and who knows i hope to get to see Circus circus and M&M world while im there in Vegas and id like to see New york New York they have the statue of liberty and heyyy i'll see the advertisments for Blue man group thats how i know im home in vegas. Maybe go to the venetion hotel ride a boat haha. :) it'd be prettty Sweet!! now im totally excited for all of this its like a dream come true a very expensive dream come true. :)

Flashback: Chidhood Memory

So apperently i wanted to be a tom boy. My BFF even has proof of words that i wanted to be a tom boy when i was a kid. hahahaha well you know the short hair boy look back then yeah!! explains alot.
You know the video games thing does it to and im totally into action movies normally girly girls arent into that type of action packed movies but i enjoy them. Im not afraid to be a fan of Superman, Iron man, Spiderman and Batman and of course the incridible hulk. Those are just some of the superhero's i like and yes i used to play yo gi oh with my brothers and his friends i used to play with lego's and bionacles and i used to play with my brothers toys too. Sooo im not afraid to be a tom boy all though i really dont wear tom boy clothes i do wear skate shoes the type made for skate boards like boys wear. I totally forgot i was a tom boy back then. I dont know if i just naturally grew out of it. but Jennifer says "Remember when we were kids and you asked me if it would be okay if you were a tom boy?" hahahaha my reaction like what the hell is she talking about yeah.. she's like yeah you told me those exact words that you wanted to be a tom boy i said okay. hahahahahahaha I just forgot that i had been a tom boy. I finally did out grow my  short hair boy look and for course i had people asking Eric if i was his brother. hahahahaha so that kinda took a surprise when he said no she's my sister shhahahaha and then Jennifer told me yeah you must of out grown it cause i asked you like on the phone while you lived in Las Vegas " Did you grow out of the tom boy thing?" and i guess i said yeah i am. :) sooo funny how i dont remember being a freaking tom boy. hahaha but you know what i dont consider myself a girly girl at all im just a normal girl. Like boy stuff. Sooo what and im not afraid to like sports either i know some girly girls just cant stand sports at all but its deffiently my thing.

9 months

Today marks the 9 months since my Grandma passed away (10/22/11)  Cant believe it its soo crazy almost a year. I miss her and love her. I think about her almost every day sometimes i'll have crazy dreams about her where we talk but its not the same. Sometimes i wish she was here soo i can just give her a hug oh i've been dying to give her a hug. I was gonna give her a hug at her funeral but i could barely even touch her. But you know what the day i see her again im gonna give her a big hug. Not a day goes by with out thinkin about her and her birthday is coming up she would of been 82 this year. Crazyy were gonna decorate her and Grandpas grave for their birthday both their birthdays are in august. all the times we had with her the good the bad the funny silly stuff. Sometimes i wish i could talk to her again and hear her voice again. Its been awhile since i last heard her voice. From my dream i had about her. hahaha sometimes i feel like telling my grandma the most silliest stories ever. hahaha it feels like forever since she's been gone. But i know she's looking down watching me and my family i bet she see's me smile and laugh like she used to. I know she would want me to be happy and you know im over the pain and all that it took awhile but i got over it im happy for her she's not in pain anymore and she gets to see Grandpa again. So she's  in good hands now since she left earth to go home to heavenly father. Im glad she's my grandma. :)  I love her and miss her and i cant wait to see her again someday.

Flashback: Childhood Memory

I had a flashback of being a kid i was 6 or 7 years old. This is when i fell and cut my head open. I remember everything that happened. I remember the table that i hit my head on i remember the sharp edge cutting open the back of my head. I have a picture somewhere of staples in my head. It was my show and tell for 1st grade. hahahahahaha its always nice and exciting to hear a gross disgusting story like this one. I still remember the doctors name also his name was Dr. Mark to look back on a thing that happened to me a long time ago i cant believe it my grandma and me were talking about it she's surprised i still remember everything I cant remember if it hurt when they put staples in my head hahaha but its crazy to think about this event that happened so long ago to me. I hope to never go through that again i really dont wanna be in the ER ever again and see this is what happened i was at my grandmas house looking out the window and i went to get off the chair or stool i was sitting on my foot got stuck and i fell forward and hit my head and before i knew it the sharp edge of the thing the TV was sitting on had cut my head. I got up and i sat down and then my grandma said you should feel your head see if the sharp edge cut it and i put my hand in the back of my head and i looked at my hand started screaming and crying and thats when my grandma and mom rushed me to the ER.  but i was just having a flashback of it the other day and i just thought about it that it didnt affect my brain or anything like that.

Life as We Know It.

Life is CRAZZZYYY!!! a LOT! has happened since i graduated from high school a year ago. Sometimes life hits fast. And you know just cause im gonna be 20 years old. I'm not ready to settle down with a guy just yet. Hearing about my friends getting engaged and married its like whatever happened to being young wild and free you know just the teenager going out hanging out having fun and all that. It makes me think! Yeah we all grow up. But do we really need to grow up that fast.
I feel like i grew up to fast. But i didnt grow up that fast. its unbelievable that my friends are already married and all that one of my friends is having a baby next week and my other friend is having a baby in December. I like dating boys dont get me wrong I love the boys i have in my life. Except i could kill off a couple of nit whit idiots once in awhile. But i feel like i dont need to settle down just yet i have time for a family and all that. It will happen when it happens. I would love to get married but I think i can handle the wait anyways. I really am glad im waiting to get married i really dont wanna marry a stupid idiot at this point in life. Honestly i cant wait to be a mom/wife someday! :) That will be the best part of my life having my own little kid running around. But im not gonna jump into it to fast cause im not stupid or dumb it can wait and when the time is right i'll join my friends on being married and all that. :) I've GROWN UPPP soo much its soo crazy cant believe it.

Las Vegas.... Disneyland... 20th birthday.

Oh my gosh probably the best birthday present ever....Ahhhh! Las Vegas.. Disneyland..... 20th Birthday.. Ahhhh im going to Vegas for my birthday weekend. :) and not only that but i get to spend my actual Birthday at disneyland... We leave to vegas on 10/6/12 and we get to spend the day/night there. Sooo I get to go see my Best Friend Eddy finally. :) :) Then sunday morning we leave to California but the best part is i'll be back in vegas after the one week in Disneyland soo i'll get to see friends again. :) You know i never thought id get to spend a birthday at disneyland and this one is the one chance i get to. Best present ever will be meeting Mickey and Minnie mouse in person for the first time ever in my life.... ahhhh im sooo freaking excited for this i cant wait!!!!! Possibly couldnt be more happier then this. :) this is like a dream come true.

Teen Life: 3 months Left Almost Complete.

Days  left of being a teenager..... Oh My Gosh how i have grown up so much  feels like i was just a kid yesterday now im just some adult. I've learned soo much life wont always be easy. But no matter what i'll always have a smile on my face and a positive attitude about things.

Jessica 19 1/2 Years old Summer 2012

My Day: Letters make it Better.

Sooo yesterday we went to the pizza place that i will be working at hopefully sometime next week. its called Deano's pizza builders we are soo excited were hoping to have a grand opening by the end of next week we got the boxes and delivery bags we got the cables for computers and phones and we got the sign toppers they look sweet they light up in the night which is awesome and we got the phone number and just everythings coming out good and getting ready for the big day and then me and my mom and paul went to walmart hahaha me and paul were getting on eachothers nerves alot haha my mom kept telling us alright enough is enough or shut up i dont wanna hear it hahahaha and i got the sims 3 game it has katy perry in it which is fun i like katy perry and then we got some other stuff also and then we left to go home and here comes the best part of my day


Letters make it better. Correction Missionary letters make it better my day better. When I get a letter in the mail from a missionary i get soo happy! :) Nothing makes it better then having a missionary brighten your day up. Honestly i know some hot missionaries. I love writing to them.

 i got a letter from a missionary ( Elder Rellaford) hahaha he's soo fun to talk to write to. hahahaha it made me soo happy when i got his letter. I read it he sounds super happy :) and he's getting ready to go to florida next week lucky duck!!! I wanna go to flordia hahhaha but you know what he will make a good missionary in Florida he's super nice and he will be a good teacher to those people out there in florida. hahahaha and he thanked me for being a great example to him. which is nice to hear alot of people have written that about me in my yearbook from high school soo its nice to hear that im a good example to someone. it makes my day. and he gave me a lesson on how heaven and hell works out hahahaha so its nice to get a missionary lesson once in awhile. Its nice to know how Heaven and Hell works out. sad our brothers and sisters just ruin their happiness but its what they wanted. Now they would never have a body on earth ever again. So now i have an idea how hell works. And those people are bad cause they try and stop us from returning to god. and you know im glad i follow gods plan. He deffiently answered my question. and i'll have to write him again. soo it was good getting a letter from him.

Then my best friend shaliece called. hahaha we were talking and we are obsessing over Eli again hahahahahaha. Oh wait Dallin knows we obsess over Eli hahahaha. like seriously hot dang Eli is a freaking stud. His middle name speaks it all. we keep seeing Eli as a fire fighter hahahahaha lol.
and we were talking about having another sleep over and going on the date to subways with Dallin and Silas and probably need to call Tyler again. Sometime next week We might have a sleepover tomorrow but i dont think it will happen. but i'll have to see what im doing next week i think i'll be starting my new job. Cause the way were talking it sounds like hopefully next week i'll be working  which will be nice. and then we talked about Sherry and stuff and i told her about that dream i had hahaha she's like oh my gosh noooo hahahahaha and we were talking about seeing our Ty guy. hahahaaha i told her about my period i started hahahahahaha.

Then yesterday i called Eddy to get his cell phone number his mom answered but Eddy was at work and so she gave me his phone number and last night i texted him im like Hey Eddy! This is Jessica. (:
he's like Heyyy Jess! (: hahahaha he's going to see Demi Lovato tomorrow i said oh lucky she was here today (Yesterday) he misses us. hahaha ohh i told him " i wasnt gonna tell you but what the heck i'll tell you ... Were coming back in september." he wrote me back whaatttt o: for good or?? I said just to visit but i'll be there for a few days so no worries. hahaha his reaction was priceless. hahahahaha he's like are you gonna see me (: of course i'll see you well duh your the only one i could think of seeing i really dont have anyone else as friends there. hahahahaha he's soo happy to hear were coming back I honestly cant wait to see him in september this will be the first time in 4 years since i saw him he's about to get a surprise. hahahahahahaha it was soo good to text him i'll have to text him again soon. :)

and then  my mom checked out a book about a little boy passing away during surgery soo i read it its sooo good im on chapter 13 now. hahaha i cant stop reading it its just sooo good. He's pretty lucky to see heaven at that age and then to come back to earth hahahahaha what an amazing experience that must be for him to have at that young age.

Pretty good day (: Letter made my day. Best Friends Reaction Priceless and reading about a little boy deffiently the best! :)

My Crazy Dream

So the other day i had a dream hahahaha oh my gosh this is the second time i dreamed about these boys i dreamed about them before. But this is the second time i dreamed about them. They arent lying about who you will meet in your dreams hahahahaha. Most deffiently i met these boys in my dream and i just dreamed about them two times already. It had me smiling the whole night i was sleeping i woke up with the biggest smile on my face that morning. hahahahaha.

Well these boys were just soo dang hot hahahahaha. I remember me and Shaliece ( My Best Friend) were hanging out with these one boys i cant remember their names at all. hahahaha thats just good i meet these random hot dudes in my dream and dont remember their names hahaha. Well that night we were in my dream and we were getting ready to watch a movie hahahaha. This one boys like come here shaliece sit next to me. hahah she's like okay with the look on her face of oh no what will happen and then the boy i was with kept saying Jessica Jessica!! JESSS finally i answered im like what he's like come here and i did and so we sat on the couch and he's like hey do you wanna lay on my lap i said sure why not hahaha i put a pillow between us though hahaha soo it wasnt bad at all hahhaha i really didnt wanna lay my head on his peanut part. hahahahhaha thats a little naughty before i know it shaliece is flirting with the boy next to her then the other boys get Jealous hahahhaha oh man its so cute how a boy gets Jealous hhahahaha. hahaha soo he's like can i trade you spots and be the boy next to her?? and they were like nooo you cant hahahahaha like dang it. hahaha and then this is while i was on my period soo in my dream i said hey i have to go home and do something. Does anyone wanna walk with me?? and shaliece said i'll walk with you and the boy she was with said nooo dont leave i cant let you go stay here with me. hahaha so he sucked her into staying hahahaha and then the boy that i was with said i'll go with you i'll walk you home. and then this other boy said you know what make that two i wanna go with. hahhahahahaha he's like you never know we dont want Jess getting hurt hahahahaha. Soo i had two boys with me. hahahaha and i went home to do something and the boys were waiting for me sooo i did my girly thing and then while i was walking back to the boys house and shaliece was getting bored and wanted some entertainment so with the boys that were left there with her she says you know what i wanna see you guys shirtless they were like oh really? she's like really i wanna see you boys shirtless and then they were like okay if thats what you wanna do then we will do it and she demanded them to go in the bathroom and take off their shirts and they all came out one by one and finally the 3rd or 4th one comes out in nothing but just his underwear on and shaliece is like drooling and saying oh my gosh and couldnt take it anymore she starts rubbing the table hahaha and the boys were like oh yeah she likes it hahahahhaha.
she just like died then one of the boys was like hey Jess do you wanna piggy back ride? i said sure hahaha so i get a piggy back ride haha and the other boy was Jealous and said Hey thats my girl. then he said Jess come here let me put you on my shoulders i said okay hahahaha so we get back to his house and we walk in the door and we see the shirtless boys hahha and i was like oh my gosh i died hahahaha. I said hey put me down so the boy put me down hahahaha and the boys were like whats going on? and the boys said oh shaliece said she wanted to see us shirtless hahaha and the two boys were like ohh i wanna get shirtless too. hahaha so they rip their shirts off and im like nooo noo nooo hahahhahahahaha me and shaliece just died hahhaha. haha and then i woke up and i seriously just had a smile on my face hahahahaha.

Just Because...

I've had this boy on my mind alot lately. I havent seen im in a long time 4 years is a long time. :(
Now this boy his name is Eddy! My (only guy) Best Friend. He's been the BEST! this guy has been apart of my life. Im a year older then him and the coolest thing is he speaks spanish and he's a cuban. :) Yeah thats how cool my Best Friend is. But im gonna break the secret. He's also known as my Ex - Boyfriend. :) Yeah the only best boyfriend i have had in life. I will have no guy like this one ever again. We act like Best friends alot but nobody knows that he's been my boyfriend. Yeah we broke up had our ups and downs but we made it work out. I used to be taller then him to. We have a history of being together and i dont regret dating him. :) We've been through thick and thin and he loves me with all this heart. Now that were broken up due to me moving back to Utah. He wants me to be happy. But me and him remain best friends. Im to cool like that he just cant stop being my friend and he could never hate me. But since he's been on my mind sometimes i worry about him. I wonder if he's gonna be okay.

Sooo the other day!!! Ohhh i was soo freakin happy to hear from him. I called him up after finding his number and he says "hello?" I say is Eddy there? "he's like this is him who is this?" i said its me Jessica hahahahaha he didnt even recgonize my voice at all. Thats how long its been to long. he was happy to hear it was me. He's like oh heyyyy! He's like whats up? i said oh nothing much just hanging out with my family" he asked me how everyone was i said oh they are good. :) and he's like hey why dont you ever text me im like i dont know he's like oh wait you dont have a phone do you? Your a looser. hahahahaha i said yes i do have a phone im using it right now. hahhaha he's like oh its not your home phone? I said hmm we dont have one right now we moved and we tried hooking it up and it just didnt work out and im not a looser hhahaha and then he was like well hmmm i gotta go to work i said oh darn it. he's like oh i know. He could tell i wanted to talk to him. So he said well you need to text me okay? I said okay he's like do you have my number? I said yeah i do he's like okay text me sometime. Then he said i need to go now so i'll talk to you later. and we said bye. oh man his voice sounds soo good. Glad i got to hear him. I need to catch up with him Big time... Like dang! :) last time we talked he found out i liked a boy named Eli. oh and when i got in big trouble he's like JESSICA what did you do??? hahhahaha see sometimes he worries about me i worry about him i think we just worry about eachother he probably thinks oh no whats that girl up to now. Cant wait to see him again soon.

Sleepover With the Best Friend

On thursday my Best Friend Shaliece slept over hahahahaha theres so many reasons why she's my Best Friend hahahaha I can talk to her about things that i cant or dont talk about with any of my other friends like me and her can talk about boys (the ones we like) but its like with my other friends like Jennifer or Sherry i dont say a word about it and theres so many reasons why me and Shaliece are best friends like she's someone that i can totally tell anything to and she's there for me just like i am for her well im there for any of my friends. But shaliece sticks out the most on being my Best Friend.

Soooo anyways..... Back to where i was going to write about this sleep over hahahahaha we were soo naughty thursday night after i went to pick her up hahaha and i was talking to my nit whit best friend Ross. That boy hahahaa seriously. Just hahahahahaha he needs to seek help hahahaha this calf problem of his hahahahahaha. Gosh Ross hahahahahaha.I was also texting my friend Ramon hahaha he's like whats up? I said not much just hanging out with a friend you? He's like oh nothing just at home. I said oh fun! hahaha and he texted back "I wanted to hang out with u and do naughty stuff but u are with him..." hahaha he thought i was with another boy hahahaha. :) oh he's so bad! hahahahaha but i couldnt hang out with him haha and i told him no im not with a boy. he's like oh a girl lol hahahaha and he asked how old Shaliece was and i said 19 years old and no she's not naughty so then he said well you should tell her to text me i said she doesnt have a phone. hahaha she really needs to get a phone thats for sure. and we came home and we were looking up shirtless boys oh i had the urge to do it hahahaha oh my gosh hahaha some hot underwear models hahahahaha even though we looked at the peanuts  hahahahahaha. We took some pictures and stuff and i said im sorry but i need to satisfy myself i need to look at shirtless boys hahahahahahaha. Oh my gosh there was some hot shirtless boys we felt like we died hahahahaa some of the boys were ugly looking and old hahahaha. Im sorry but i love my boys with out chest hair i like them clean hahahaha i dont like a hairy body hahahaha. While i was still texting Ross hahahahaha. He's like what are you two doing?? I said oh you know...... :) hahahahahaha he's like oh are you feeling shalieces calf? hahahahaha i said what the hell??? Nooooo!!! hahahahaha. he's like laughing about it ha ha ha.
oh boy ross. haha Shaliece said Ross your a weirdo hahahahaha and Ross wanted to see what Shaliece looked like in shorts hahaha. We told him we were looking at shirtless boys he said nice. hahaha and then he said well im gonna go to bed now you two have a good night. :) hahaha on Thursday I felt soo crampy i was like it hurts hahahaha i was like Dallin will you rub my tummy it hurts hahahaha. We were taking some pictures being funny and crazy and I took my ( Eddyteddy) Bear which i still have it named Eddyteddy I havent changed his name I feel like its part of me and my ex. But when i get a new boyfriend and if he gives me a teddy bear then we can nickname that one. On with the bear i was being funny and doing naughty stuff with it. hahahahahaha shaliece was like what the heck are you doing with that bear? are you pretending its Dallin?? I said yeah haha he's all mine and i kissed the bear hahaha. Shaliece was like oh you would. hahaha and i said you know what hahaha and like she sat up and i was laying down and making out with the bear hahaha i kept making kissy noises hahaha she's like oh my and then i had one dirty mind hhahaha like it was bad hahahaha i kept thinking about sex and stuff hahahaha i said sooo i heard it feels amazing and she was like oh my gosh Jessica hahahahahaha and then we wanted to go see the boys but then i decided we would go yesterday. hahhahaha and so like we were awake til 5 am in the morning hahaha we were being soo naughty and couldnt stop laughing of course i had a dirty mind haha i kept like throwing my stuffed animals trying to get comfortable and i was pretending the bear was dallin and i get mad and i turned over and say forget you dallin im not talking to you haha then i would say shaliece Dallins not being nice haha she's like ohh is he not wanting to share the bed with you hahahaha  i was like thats naughty hahahahaha she's like your naughty hahahahaha then we were watching commerical advertisments about ABS hahahaha :)) oh she could tell i was getting a little Jealous everytime that girl touched the boys 6 pack hahahahahaha. I was like dont touch it dont touch it hahahahahaha. we had some chocolate too. hahaha it started melting and i was in my Pjs hahaha it had mickey and minnie hahahaha soo i said me and dallin haha and shaliece was like oh boy hahaha and finally we fell asleep after acting soo naughty we were ohhh soooo TURNED ON! hhahaha we couldnt help it hahahahahaha. i kept saying i wish i had a boy hahahahahahaha shaliece was like oh my gosh hahahahahahaha are you done talking dirty?? i said maybe hahahaaha. Finally we fell asleep and we were asleep til like around afternoon hahahah and we got up to get ready for the day yesterday ahahahahahaha and it was national kissing day yesterday hahahahahaha i was like darn it theres no boy to kiss oh well hahaha here goes another day of not kissing maybe next year hahahaha. i dont think many people knew it was national kissing day hahahahahahaha. :)) and i spiked my brothers hair yesterday oh it was sooo freaking cute i think its going to be his new look for 4th grade this new school year. hahahaha :) we went to the store with my mom cause my mom had to get a wedding card for a new couple in our family and then me and shaliece were looking at birthday cards cause we wanted to get Taylor a birthday card even though his birthday was on 4th of July hahahaha and then we came home and did some cleaning before we made brownies hhahahaha we mopped the floor and well i cut my finger in the water dont know how but i put my hand in the water and all the sudden it started bleeding im like what The Freak just happened hhahaha so shaliece went to get me a band-aid hahahahaha and then we were drying the floor and all the sudden she cut her toe hahhaha soo like she started bleeding hahahahahaaha we were like just in the zone for getting hurt hahahaha and then i finally said you know what i think were gonna be done for now dont wanna hurt myself anymore hospital isnt what i have in my plans today. hahahaha so we finally stopped and made some brownies (for the boys) hahahahahaha and so we were outside taking pictures being funny and stuff trying to call Dallin haha that boy wouldnt answer soo my mom bought us pizza so we werent hungry so we were just having some fun and Shaliece wanted to call Tyler hhahaha this is the best part ever.
I said okay let me go find his number soooo i found his number and dailed it then when i got downstairs i pushed call for her hahahaha it rang ahaha she had butterflies hahahahahaha. Surprisingly he answered the phone hhahahahhaha. We were talking to him for awhile hahahaha this is what shaliece told me he said. hahahahaha He's like who is this? she's like this is Shaliece he's like hi shaliece. she kept saying tyler tyler cause the connection between my phone and his phone kinda sucked. so they were talking and Shaliece said how are you tyler? he's like i am good how are you? she said she was good oh and he could hear me in the background he's like is that Jessica laughing in the background she's like yeah it is he said oh that silly girl and he's like oh what are you two doing? hahahaaa and she said i slept over at her house hahaha he's like oh you did? she's like uh huh i did hahahaha he's like are you guys being good? hahaha she's like yeah hahaha she didnt wanna say the truth hahahaha cause really we were naughty and bad hahahaha  and she's like hows your summer tyler? he's like oh its going good hows your summer? she's like its good. and he said oh good and he said guess what shaliece? she said what? he said i moved to Missouri she's like you did? he's like yeah i did. She asked him so you dont live in that old house? and he's like nope my family is there but im not there anymore. she's like oh dang it. And shaliece was telling him about the Date with Silas and Dallin we are going on hahhahaha cause she said were going on a hot date with Dallin and Silas and he's like whoa what a hot date? hahahaha she's like uh huh yeah a hot date Dallin owes us subways and he's like what why does he owe you guys subways? she said cause he promised us he would and he's like hes supposed to take me to subways haahaha i think he was being funny and then he's like when was the last time you talked to dallin and she was like idk hold on tyler he's like okay and she's like Jessica when was the last time we talked to Dallin? I said 2 weeks ago. she's like we talked to him 2 weeks ago hahaa and she got confused and wanted me to say it i said no just say 2 weeks ago and he's like oh when was your last date? She said Senior year hhahahahaha and we couldnt stop laughing and then i was like let me say hi. hahahaha she's like okay tyler Jessica wants to talk to you. he's like okay then i got on the phone and said Hi tyler. He said hey Jessica i asked how are you? he's like im good how are you? I said im good he's like thats good he's like hows graduating life treating you? ( cause i never really got to talk to him since the last day of school) so i said oh its going good. he's like thats good then he's like do you have a job? i said no i dont and he's like Jessica hahahah you should get a job hahahahaha how are you supposed to support your husband and family?? i said i know hahahahahaha then he asked me what i been up to i said nothing really i said i moved he's like no way. Still in AF? i said yeah still in AF hes like thats cool and he asked me he's like whens the last time you talked to Dallin? I said hmmm 2 weeks ago. hhaha and i had to keep telling shaliece to shut it hahaha cause she was being to funny hahahahaha. and then i asked tyler im like what have you been up to? he's like oh just hanging out working and just living here in Missouri. I said why are you there? he Said oh my cousins live here so im just here hanging out with them. and then he said Jessica you there? cause it got quiet or the phone connection was breaking up. i said yeah im here. and then he said are you planning on going to college i said yeah i am. Soo one thing i got to answer yes to. hahahhaha and he's like no way really where? I said UVU he's like oh wow thats tight.
so then he asked me he's like have you been to seven peaks yet? I said Nooo he's like Jessica hahaa  you should go hahahaa i said yeah i should he's like i went last summer it was really fun. hahaha and i said Tyler... We miss you he's like yeah i miss you guys too he's like its been to long. Shaliece was like i wish i could just say i love him and then i said well do you?  then i handed the phone back to shaliece  while shaliece was on the phone i cut the brownies that we made and i said dont tell him and she's like oh i wont and Tyler was like What are you doing? and shaliece said im just hanging out with Jessica hhaha he's like oh awesome! and shaliece was like so tyler is Dallin your best friend? Tyler was like yeah he is but we just dont talk anymore and this is what shaliece told me. hahahaha she said yeah tyler asked me if i hung out with Bubba Bj Brandon Dallin and all them and she said no i dont hahaha Tyler was like Shaliece what how come you dont? she's like i dont know and he's like what are you waiting for their your friends go hang out with them go have some fun with them. hahahahahahaha and then i guess Tyler had to go. Soo shaliece just said we will talk to you later bye. hahaha and she hung up and oh man we were soo happy to hear him but it almost made me cry when he said he lives in Missouri now. :( I hope that boy comes home soon hahahaha i havent seen him since the football game we went to and i actually havent gotten to talk to him since the last day of school the day before i graduated. I couldnt believe it was Tyler it didnt feel like i was talking to him hahaha cause his voice sounds soo deep hahahaha. I think he misses me and Shaliece and just hearing us laugh. So after we hung up with him we ate some dinner and we were just talking about Tyler hahahahaha that was the best conversation im glad i got to hear his voice yesterday. and then my parents came home from the wedding thing and my dads blood sugar shoot up to 450 yesterday. Freaking high haha he's been a bad boy he had a shake yesterday and he was paying for it by giving himself some insline. and me and shaliece went upstairs at first i wanted my mom to take me to the store cause we forgot my body wash but then it never happened soo we signed Taylors card and Shaliece asked me if i wanted to go see the boys? i said yeah let me go ask first and then my mom said i dont know and i was just watching this one show and after the show was over i asked her again i said mom can you take us? she's like i guess soo we got the brownies and took them with us along with Taylors card and we get up there Silas wasnt even home soo we ended up not giving him the brownies so we went up to Dallins house and his sisters friends were going inside haha i got a little confuesed hahahahaaha i wasnt thinking i knew it was Dallins house the couch was pushed out more so you see it when you walk in so they must of been having a girls night sooo i said hahaha oops my bad i know this is dallins house hahahaha so her sisters friend said are you dropping off something for Dallin? we said yeah can you just pass this along to his sister malissa for us? she's like yeah i'll let her know and so she's like will he know who this is from we said yeah she looked on the bag and she's like oh i see your names okay and we said also this is for Taylor to we hand her the card. I was like okay thanks sorry for the mess up. hahahahaha she's like its fine i'll let her know hahaha. :)
soo we went back to the car hahahahaha i was like i feel soo dumb now ahahahahahaha shaliece was like i knew it was dallins house i said you know what i wasnt used to the couch right there hahahaha. I dont know why but my mind must of been somewhere else haha i knew it was Dallins house cause Silas's house is across the street i played dumb last night hahahahahaha. and then we come home and i we watched some music videos haha we watched the dirty music video by Christina Aguilera hahaha.  it was soo dirty no wonder its called dirty hahahahahha. :) and then she asked me if i wanted to have another sleep over at first i said idk and then a little later she asked me again and i said well i dont feel like having another one im not in the mood im all crampy and i just wanna rip my insides out hahahahahahaha she's like why would you do that? i said cause its freaking girl life hahaha but you know my daddy would have to take me to the hospital hahaha cause i might loose to much blood hahaha she's like oh my gosh Jessica you would do that hahaha i said uh huh yeah i would hahahaha.
I wanna rip my insides out and throw them away. hahahahaaha she's like oh my gosh hahaha.
and so we were getting her stuff ready to take home and i said I hope you had fun she's like oh yeah i did have fun i had a blast hahahahahaha and then i said maybe next time we can have a double sleepover she's like okay thats fine. hahahahahaha and we were just checking facebook hahaha found out our friend Bubba go called to serve in California speaking english and he reports to the MTC on Ocotber 10th  Soooo 4 days after my birthday. hahaha so we deffiently gotta see him before he goes for 2 years. So he will be the first one to leave then i guess Taylors the next one to leave he reports to the MTC on Halloween. Sooo here comes the part where we get to say goodbye. awe so sad yet soo proud of my boys to serve on a mission it will be the most awesome experience for them to remember. Cant believe it. hahaha and then we took Shaliece home hahaha i was being funny telling my dad the story of going to the bathroom i said guess what i did dad? hahaha he's like what did you do? i said i went to the bathroom he's like thats nice to know that you went hahahahaha i was like i went number 1 hahahahahah he's like thats soo good to hear you went number one and i said and while i was going number 1 i started farting hahhahahahha. hahaaha he's like oh thats nice to know Jess thanks for telling me that story. and then i said and while i was peeing hahha he's like oh theres more to the story? hahaha i said yeah it lasted til i stopped peeing  he's like oh my gosh Jessica hahaha then i said oh my gosh it hurts to laugh and then i said oh my gosh my cheeks hurt haha and then i said oh man i cant stop smiling hahhahahahhha and then i helped shaliece take her stuff up to her door hahahahaha and then i got back in the car and i said well i have nothing else to say hahahaha that was my story for the night hahaha he's like yeah it was hahahaha and then we just came home. hahahaha it was a very fun sleep over cant wait to have my best friend over again for another sleep over. hahahahahahahahaha. :))

July 1st 2012

Yesterday (July 1st) 2012. I went over to my grandmas with my mom to mow their lawn and we cleaned up downstairs we put the games away that the kids left out everywhere so then first it was a joke i wasnt going to mow the lawn and then my grandpa came home and said are you ready to mow the lawn? i said i guess so i was outside mowing it. seriously i dont know why my grandma gets so paroniod when i mow the lawn so what if i sweat seriously its a phsyical activity it proves i did excersie so now i gotta drink lame water every time and they worry if i get to hot soo who cares i love the heat. Its my best friend seriously so what if i get red in the face im fine with that i dont care.
So i wanted to go home and take a Shower get cleaned up. hahahhaha here comes the best part. :)
My guy friend Ramon texted me wanting to hang out with me. :) So at first i wasnt going to cause i didnt know if i could finally i told paul to go ask mom if i could take him to the park cause thats where me and ramon were meeting at sooo he was playing on the play ground and i was sitting on the bench just bored soo then Ramon texted me telling me he was here. and then he asked where i was I told him hahaha he was just looking around until he walked kinda past me he could tell it was me i dont know how he did cause he never heard my voice before. :) hahahhaha so he walked up to me and said Hey! :) oh hes so freaking cute and he sat down on the bench  and we were kinda talking haha he's naughty and bad but i like it. hahahaaha :) he's 20 years old. hahahahahaha so he's like soo can you really be a bad girl? i was like yeah he's like then lets be bad hahahahahahaha. then he started poking me and i poked him back and i was laughing. and he's like its fun being bad. I was like uh huh yeah thats what you keep telling me. :) hahahaha I was like sorry im shy hahahaha he's like its okay dont be shy. then he met my brother paul. hahhahahha and then when he poked me he was saying something hahahahhaha were bad were friends with benifits hhahahahhaha. he already wants to kiss me and stuff hahahaha so last night after he left he's like just keep texting me okay? i said okay i will. and he's like by and walked away and then i went and got paul and went home. and then we were talking again and he wanted to hang out with me yesterday again last night! hahaha Im like oh you really want me again? hahhaha i think its so we can be naughty together. And he's like i wanna be the bad boy and get on top of you and all that and i was like oh boy naughty ramon he's like you like it? i was like yeah i do. hahhahaha. :) But im glad i got to meet a new friend now i have someone else to hang out with too. and now if i ever get to meet the other boy im talking to oh yeah baby!! :) These boys really like me. :hahaha. :)