Jaw Update

Since its been awhile since i wrote about my Jaw problem. I guess cause it seems like nothing is wrong with it just been the same old same old and just trying to get it all fixed. Well this is a new update on my jaw and TMJ has made a come back it hurts to even open my mouth or chew my mouth just gets tired of chewing on certain foods. So here i am back on a soft food diet and having to apply ice and heat to my jaw. I was doing so good the last year but things are starting to get worse. I know its hard to stay positive it really is. My family tries to ease it up for me and the only good thing is to just joke about it and laugh about it. My family just says " lets just break your jaw" and i already had someone say " i'm sure we can give you something so you don't feel the pain" LOL hahahahaa like i  told my mom that my jaw was doing it again. She's like ugggh Jess lets just take your jaw and break it. hahahahaha I honestly don't know what i got myself into. I've cried, laughed and stressed out about it. Like no joke all this money is going into it. If i have to wait 6 months for surgery this is just plain torture while waiting for the surgery. I'm pretty strong and i'm going to keep going through with it all even if it sounds like a waste of money. But i have faith in the end of this i will have my Jaw connected right again and aligned right and i wont have to deal with this problem. I'm going to be loosing some weight again as i'm on the soft food diet for a month and hopefully by next month my jaw will be able to chew on foods again i can kind of chew but it hurts if i chew to much and my dad is back to working on my Jaw so its nice to have some what relief from that and i'm getting a dentist appointment soon so hopefully we can start tackling all of this in the next few weeks. I'll be so happy once this is done and than i'll be able to gain some weight back after all of this is done with. I look forward to the day i get it fixed.