Missing some boys :(

Today marks 1 month for Dallin since I last saw him one last time before he left on his mission. This Saturday marks the 1 month since Dallin left on his mission he left March 13th. Same for Si guy I don't remember saying anything about him yet but its been 1 month last Saturday since Si guy has been on his mission he left March 6th and he is now in Spain. and I also saw him for one last time Sunday March  3rd before he left for 2 years. Its really hard. I miss them both terribly but the most I miss right now is Dallin probably cause I have soo many feelings for that boy it hurts. Not hearing his voice or seeing him im used to not seeing him for a long period of time then I see him but now having to deal with 2 years only writing to him and hearing from through that way. I need to ask his sister what his address is. I really need to get writing those 2 boys I have Si Guys address but right now with moving going on I guess I should wait till we get settled in our new house.  I can't wait to see them in 2 years. Also some more of my friends are leaving Carson my new friend got his mission call awhile back way before I met him and he leaves May 1st so his Mission farewell is this sunday and he invited me and Shaliece to it. Like noooo Carson is next I wouldn't mind getting to know that boy hahaha when I first saw him I thought oh my gosh he is sooo hot hahahaha and I just had to meet him hahahaha not just cause he's hot but he seemed really cool and he really is believe it or not I wasn't shy when I met him I fit right in hahahahaha. I will have to see what im doing this Sunday I might be able to go to his farewell. I might just go cause id feel soo stupid here we met Carson and all the sudden its like we wont go to his farewell and show our support even though we just met him. But I guess if reasons came up and not being able to go id have to write to him on Facebook and let him no im sorry for not going cause of moving situations. I can't believe it most of this year soo far is filled up with saying goodbye to missionaries.  of course I do miss BUBBA! :) his sense of humor and just making us laugh defiantly miss that silly boy. but I hear he's doing really good and he looks really happy from the pictures his mom puts on facebook. He's awesome and cool. Im lucky to have these boys In my life they are good examples and good influences on me and especially them being missionaries they are able to teach me lessons through writing to me. Sometimes if im really down and I don't know what to do. The missionaries know what to say to me. I'm lucky to know these boys and im proud of them they are serving the god for 2 years and its what they always wanted to do.
it will be fun to have all the guys back together in 2 years. :)