Down to 2 weeks with moving

Here we go 2 weeks left. Crazy! we are still looking at houses and here's what my thought was on a house we looked at today in Orem. Not the best house ever kitchen is to small the paint needs to be updated and carpet really needs to be updated we don't live in no 90's style anymore this is the year 2000 now they need to really upgrade a lot of these homes. The house had a nice yard to it. Personally I hate renting houses I'm not the one even renting it out. But still Id hate to rent it out and keep paying rent to someone when I can be using the money for something else. But this is what my parents are stuck with so I totally wont be stuck with this I hope to own my own home someday and not ever have to deal with renting. So anyways, I still like the house in Lehi I don't care I really like the house better in Lehi than anything else that we are looking at. I'm sick of this situation this is dumb and retarded as hell. Today after looking at the house I asked my dad what he thought of the house he said it was not the best it wasn't what were used to but we may just have to stick with it. That got me sooooo mad. I like the house in Lehi I still think we should rent that one but this house is dirt cheap 1,000 dollars yeah my mom rather pay the 12,000 dollars a few days ago my dad asked me how I honestly felt about living with Grandma and Grandpa I said I don't know and he said well can you be honest with me and tell me how you really feel about this. I said well Id hardly see my friends anymore its a desperate plan if I really needed to do this I really would do it. But he said so its basically a no. I said yeah its a no for now. Id have to really think about this before I really do it. Its not going to kill me I mean its just my grandma and grandpa they are family and they have told me that I'm more then welcome to come live with them if all fails but the only thing is I hardly work right now so id be sitting at their house all day and my grandpa would probably just keep asking me if I'm ever going to work. Plus I really have to think about my family and stuff. But whatever I don't give a care where we live anymore I just wanna move so I can unpack everything but if I do live with my grandma and grandpa I'm still keeping my room at my parents house so if I ever decide to come home I can have a bed to sleep on and a computer to use. This just makes me wanna cry but im just lucky enough to have a roof over my head. we plan on having the big moving day sometime next week.