Today's Blog Post: Friendzone

 

 Ever like a guy soo much and you know he's your friend and you find it really hard to tell him how you feel about him and you just wanna get out of the friend zone with him? yeah thats me i'm wanting out of the friend zone with a guy i really like ALOT! and he just happens to be my friend and that makes it soo much harder to tell him how i feel about him. Even though we may not get out of the friendship zone aleast he knows how i feel about him. My friends tell me to tell him how i feel even just everyone tells me to tell him how i feel. They told me i'll regret it if i don't tell him but dang i just cant seem to get it out of me. I've known for a good while now that i like him alot at first when i ment him during my senior year in high school i thought nothing of him that was until.... after Christmas break when we went back to school at the beginning of 2011 thats when its like WHOA i got something going for him like i was instantly attracted to him and his name is Dallin. My family and friends pretty much almost everyone knows i like Dallin but dang when i wanna tell him i would like to tell him but then again its like ohhh im glad he doesnt know. I dont know what im waiting for but i probably need to let him know cause eventually if we dont get out of the friendzone aleast i'll get to move on from it and be able to fall for someone new. But he does know i talk about him just in a good way though he really has no idea what i say about him and he makes me very happy i almost blew it Senior year one day when i was sitting with him in the morning waiting for the first period bell to ring and id say hi to boys and he'd ask me if i liked that boy i said hi to hahaha he's good at teasing me about boys hahahaha. :) I'm able to get how i feel about him on paper sometimes i just like freeze after writing his name on paper and nothing else just his name. I clearly have papers around my room with his name written on them. Yeah i almost told him i had a crush on him and  maybe one day i'll be able to get it out in the open with him he also gives me the butterflies just thinking about him and hearing his voice and seeing him just gives me the butterflies. I learn alot from the show on MTV called Friend Zone which gets me thinking about how to tell Dallin how i feel about him.