Todays Blog Post: Guys Abusing Girls

Now days it seems like guys are abusing girls more and more and its just becoming more common and hearing about it and just talking about it gets you thinking why? especially when the guy loves the girl soo much he hurts her. I wanna get my point across and how i feel on this situation with guys abusing girls and we may not totally understand the full reason why the guy did it. If you have ever been abused by a guy you will know how it feels and what its like and you deffiently dont deserve it or if you know someone that gets abused by the guy maybe her ex boyfriend current boyfriend or even husband abuses the girl and sometimes it hurts to talk about it. Well heres a story i heard on the radio that got me thinking about this whole situation with guys abusing girls. Earlier today listening to the radio they were talking about this girls ex boyfriend who came to her work and abused her i cant think of the word they said but he got her good in the face she was also in her car at the time when it happened and other workers tried to get him to stop but he threatned them and said he would do something to them i didnt hear that part really well.   They didnt get into much detail to why it started or caused it he just did it. My dad tells me if any guy does that to you he better be lucky the police get to him before i do. I then said No girl deserves this and i spoke the truth and this is the truth its sad and i wonder why guys do such things like this to a girl especially a girl they love so much they would hurt her. We girls dont deserve that and who knows why they do it to us girls i hope it never does happen to me sure i have an ex boyfriend but i know he wont ever do this to me. Not knowing why guys hurt girls but it sucks to hear it happens to girls i dont know any of my friends that are girls that have been abused by a guy. But some guys are just soo messed up and then i wonder if they realize after it happened if they realize they just hurt the girl they love soo much. Not even that girl that was abused by her ex boyfriend deserved it. Someday i hope we can put this to an end no guy should be hurting a girl.

Today's Blog Post: Friendzone

 

 Ever like a guy soo much and you know he's your friend and you find it really hard to tell him how you feel about him and you just wanna get out of the friend zone with him? yeah thats me i'm wanting out of the friend zone with a guy i really like ALOT! and he just happens to be my friend and that makes it soo much harder to tell him how i feel about him. Even though we may not get out of the friendship zone aleast he knows how i feel about him. My friends tell me to tell him how i feel even just everyone tells me to tell him how i feel. They told me i'll regret it if i don't tell him but dang i just cant seem to get it out of me. I've known for a good while now that i like him alot at first when i ment him during my senior year in high school i thought nothing of him that was until.... after Christmas break when we went back to school at the beginning of 2011 thats when its like WHOA i got something going for him like i was instantly attracted to him and his name is Dallin. My family and friends pretty much almost everyone knows i like Dallin but dang when i wanna tell him i would like to tell him but then again its like ohhh im glad he doesnt know. I dont know what im waiting for but i probably need to let him know cause eventually if we dont get out of the friendzone aleast i'll get to move on from it and be able to fall for someone new. But he does know i talk about him just in a good way though he really has no idea what i say about him and he makes me very happy i almost blew it Senior year one day when i was sitting with him in the morning waiting for the first period bell to ring and id say hi to boys and he'd ask me if i liked that boy i said hi to hahaha he's good at teasing me about boys hahahaha. :) I'm able to get how i feel about him on paper sometimes i just like freeze after writing his name on paper and nothing else just his name. I clearly have papers around my room with his name written on them. Yeah i almost told him i had a crush on him and  maybe one day i'll be able to get it out in the open with him he also gives me the butterflies just thinking about him and hearing his voice and seeing him just gives me the butterflies. I learn alot from the show on MTV called Friend Zone which gets me thinking about how to tell Dallin how i feel about him.

My Best Friend :)

My Best Friend Ross Mason. I probably have blogged about me and him with our friendship. Anyways, He Got his Mission call. I'm sooooo proud of him and he's excited its just a local mission he will be serving for 6 months at the bishop store house. :) Yeah he knows he's my best friend hahaha we go through alot and i dont hang out with him anymore and since he's serving a mission i don't think he'll be able to hang out for the next 6 months which will start soon from what he tells me hahahaha Smitten with his friendship he plays jokes on me and annoys the crap outta me with that love hurts song I dont know why but dang it just drives me insane. We don't talk much but when we do its like we talk everyday which we don't. Heck with it if i called him he wont answer his phone cause he will know who it is. I dont text him everyday either anymore he doesnt want me to text him everyday soo its like you know what fine when he's in the mood to talk to me. He can start the conversation. I told him i work at a pizza place now sooooo aleast he knows that i work now. But dang. I guess thats what best guy friends do just like to drive me insane and have a little fun with me. I don't blame thats how i do hahaha. But most deffiently sooo proud of this boy this is something he should be proud of i hope he's proud of himself for making an accomplishment. He will be the best missionary ever. hahahahaa i dont know if he's still into the calfs i dont dare ask him im afraid to ask cause then he'll want pictures of my calf yes im talking about the calf in the legs somehow that just turns him on hahahaahaha like okay Boys boys boys  hahaha weird things that turn them on hahahaha and he will be 20 this year goodness were all getting older hahhahahaha. I hope he enjoys his mission its something he's always wanted to do soo now he gets the chance to do it.

Todays Blog Post Topic: Happiness is a Choice

Growing up i never really had a depressing life style or stressful life. Sure i've had my moments of life. But happiness is a choice you can choose to be happy and let go of things that make you frustrated stressed or depressed and choose to be happy. But its just a choice and for me this is what i live by Happiness is my choice Yes i do get moments in life where i get pissed and angry but i dont let that negative crap take over my life. I also feel alot better being happy and it makes me feel better about myself and my health. But its only up to you yourself the one that chooses to be happy. I know a few people that live the most depressing life and they could of done a better chance of letting go of it but nope they never let it go if they did they let the depression and anger build up again and take over their life so now their life is ruined and being depressed and stressed takes it toll you end up really sick to your stomach and it ruins the way your stomach works i know its messed up my friends stomache and you just dont find the joy of having fun and you dont feel like doing anything anymore. I know when my friend ended up with the most depressing life ever she ended up going to the hospital early in the morning before she went to school cause her stomach would be in so much pain from the depression and its gotten to the point where she cant eat alot of foods and drink alot of drinks. So im glad that i've choosen to be happy. Just remember cause something brings you down you can always think of something funny and get yourself laughing over something funny thats what happens to me. but all of us has our ups and downs and were not all living perfect lifes either.

Thank You

MKTO sings this song but yes its true Nobody controls how i live my life not even our president cant tell me how to live my life. And I live my life nobody else tells me how to live it. So this song really speaks out to me.

One More Funny Video

So recently this video has been getting popular hahahaha only if your up for a good laugh though hahahahaha pretty crazy how pranks go. Its insane what this guy did and its been all over my facebook and the internet hahahahaha.

Need to Laugh? Here's some funny Video's

I know this one might be a little old and it doesnt matter if your a mormon or not im not gonna judge but this is hecka funny LOL Hahahaaha if you havent seen it watch it cause it will get you laughing.
I used to watch this over and over and id be laughing soo hard but its just a funny way to make up words for the real swear words cause swearing isnt always nice to use either.

Now this one is sure funny hahahaha old people do get bored and decide to do this hahahaha it has me laughing everytime i watch it.

Another funny video hahahahahaha all these are to make your day a little better :) Enjoy!

Sunday fun

Yesterday i hung out with Shaliece again hahahaha soo much fun i swear it never fails with her. Goodness hahahahahaha her brother is starting to leave us alone now which is good cause dang he used to drive us crazy with teasing us about the boys we liked and what we wanted to do to them and of course we were watching music videos hahahahahaha we were obsessing over Austin Mahone ;) hhaahahaha he is a new singer hahahahaha his new song Say somethin hahahahhahahaha soo freaking sexy i love his wink hahahahahaha and the way he dances hahaha yeah its deffiently a turn on when he danced like the way he did. hahahaha also Justin Bieber hahahaha i said oh my gosh can i just kiss Justin bieber hahaha shaliece said sure go ahead LOL and we were still laughing over the inside funny jokes we have hahahaha and we tried getting a hold of dallin and tyler but no answer hahaha those boys are just so hot they cant answer the phone and we were being funny and we left a weird funny message on Dallin's voice mail hahaha we said we say hi from planet mars we will be back tomorrow hhahahahahaha and then we were still laughing about certain things from saturday and still laughing over the whole ty guy thing hahahaha like oh my gosh and then we were painting nails she painted mine pink and black and we got watching good luck charlie oh my gosh i swear when spencer showed up in the show like oh my gosh and then Pj walked in the room he was wearing a blue tight shirt and dang his muscles were showing like look at those guns it got soo funny it was the season finale hahahaha and the house fell apart and then it got sad when Teddy and Spencer have to break up hahahahaha dang me and my Best friend have soo much fun hahahaha but yes we do need to have a sleep over soon :) hahahaha.

This is the Best Part EVER!! :)

Saturday when we came home from the baby shower we had told paul what happened to Mittens cause she was his favorite dog and of course he just cried and asked why like why did mittens have to die? and my mom explained it the best she could and after awhile he calmed down and stopped crying about it. Cause i know he'd ask if we could go see mittens and it just felt like we needed to tell him cause i didnt want to wait any longer to tell him the news. Soo anyways we found out Paul pee's on the floor during the night like he's afraid to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night so he gets towls and pee's on them and makes the floor stink and his room stink and we had to clean out his room and get it the best we could and clean the carpet still need to clean it again with the carpet cleaner til the smell leaves. And then after that I finally got to hang out with Shaliece hahahaha oh my gosh we still had what i told her about ty guy on our minds we had alot of fun hahaha we kept laughing and having inside funny Jokes hahahaha like i said something about the big bang theory and hahaha she just thought of something soo naughty hahahaha and we were listening to the most naughty songs ever hahahahaha and we talked to Tyler on the phone it was sooo good to hear his voice and Shaliece popped her ankle so she's been on crunches for a while and she told tyler what happened and hahaha Ty was being soo funny and playing with her saying ohh its my fault you did that to your ankle hahahahahahaha :)) she's like its not your fault and she gets to call him Ty guy now hahaha and then he guessed that i was in there hahahahahaha i guess he could hear me laughing cause dang i couldnt help but laugh ahahahaha and shaliece said yeah thats her hahaha he asked what are you guys doing? she told him were hanging out he said awe i miss you guys i think he really does mis us honestly i dont know how they can go with out hearing us laugh and so she said here's Jessica hahaha so i take the phone and i get on and laughing i say Hello hahahaha he's like hey Jessica i said hi hahahaha he's like how are you? i said i'm good he said thats good I asked how are you? he told me he was good and we were talking about college and stuff he moved to ceder city :( hahahaha i almost didnt recgonize that voice and so we didnt get to talk long and i told him we missed him he's like yeah i miss you guys too. haahahha that boy hahahaha :)

The Baby Shower

So Yesterday we went to the baby shower for my Cousin Jacquel she's having a Baby Girl she's supposed to have her february 13th soo still a valentines baby but just a day early if anything she got a lot of cute clothes for her girl and she's going to be induced a week early for labor we had soo much fun catching up seeing family and talking about my dads business and stuff. I asked my aunt if i looked 20 years old she said nope you dont your still this little girl to me. stop growing up on us hahaha if i could i would and my mom asked my aunt debbie if she heard from our uncle bob ( grandma's brother) that took the bird the cat and the dog. She said she did and that they are doing good and she has to reply back to them but then when my mom asked how mittens was doing (thats the dogs name) and my aunt said well hmmm Mittens has died i was shocked to hear the news so was my cousin Madison and my aunt said that from what uncle bob wrote in the letter mittens got really sick and there was nothing they could do about it. Mittens died last summer in 2012 so 9 months later after my grandma passed away. They cremated mittens remains cause they felt like it wasnt right to burry her in the backyard since they move alot. Soooo When my uncle comes down again sometime he's gonna take the ashes of mittens to my grandma's and grandpa's grave and leave them next to grandma's grave or something like that. We were saddned to hear what happened to her but she's in heaven now she's not suffering sickness and she's with my Grandma and Grandpa again and she's with her brother mickey that passed away on my birthday 5 or 6 years ago maybe 7 years ago he was also a dog. Aleast we now know whats been going on im glad we keep in touch with family its hard but its worth it when you hear from them even if its just a simple hi or if its good news or bad news and my cousin Jacquel is naming her baby girl Kylie if thats how she will spell it sooo cute i cant wait to meet her another cousin I love babies :) :)

These are The Moments in Life

Friday night I got to talk to my Best Friend Shaliece hahahaha we are sooo funny hahahahaha I told her what Ty guy wrote on facebook ahahaha its about sex LOL hahahaha. I read about it a couple of weeks ago but i didnt get to tell shaliece about it til Friday night. Honestly I haven't been able to get tyler off my mind since i read what he wrote. But anyways when i told her she said ohhh my goshh hahahaha. So now Shaliece hasn't been able to get that off her mind either LOL. We caught up on stuff and she asked me if that idiot butt head jerk Aaron was still bugging me I said nope i told him off on facebook it was a long message too and i wasnt trying to be rude but it was honest and all i can hope for is that he is getting some serious professional help and thats everything on how i felt about him. Soooo then we talked about other things and stuff like since i play the Sims 3 hahahaha YESSS! I created a bunch of sims that look like me Shaliece Tyler Dallin Eli and Silas. I didn't create Bubba since he's left on his mission But I will need to create Bj and Brandon and add them on. The boys we know and Brandon is Bubba's real name by the way. I also have a sim named Makenzie in our group hahahaha my sims really do act like the real us in life. Its my little way of my fantasy and im liking this so far only if it happened in real life hahahaha Me and Dallin in my game i can't get past the friendzone with him hahahaha and Tyler and Shaliece OHHH BOY! ;) hahahaa now this is deffiently my favorite part Ty guy and Shaliece are soo attracted to eachother in the game they have gone out on dates just like me and dallin have and oh my gosh Shaliece and Tyler are like friends with benifits hahahahaha they have one romantic relationship going its sooo naughty that they have had sex 3 or 4 times now LOL hhahaaha. Its sooo NAUGHTYY! :) hahaha and we were just talking about dating and marriage and boys hahahaha yeah thats us sooooo she asked me if i can hang out tomorow which was yesterday i said yeah after i get done with a baby shower.

My Funny Sense of Humor

Today i been getting a little annoyed of my eyebrows hahahaha they been like just making me itch them soo much now its probably red around the eyebrows. It feels like my eyebrow hair has over grown. Soo this is what i ask my mom haha i just had to be funny. You can tell im more the funny type unlike my mom. But heres the funny part of the post.

While at the store today i was itching my eyebrow like crazy soo i asked my mom, Mom if i shave off my eyebrow will it grow back?? *Laughing* My mom says it wouldnt be the same it would look funny on you hahahaha but mom my eyebrow feels like its over growing hair on it. hahaha my mom said okay yes just go shave it off hahaha not that will do it but my funny stupid sense of humor everytime. hahahahaha i probably should get my eyebrows done soon. hahahahahaha

Then when my dad comes home from work it was freezing cold downstairs soo i said its cold and then i started saying one day i will die freezing cold and then when the funeral home has to deal with me and they put me in the fridge to keep me cold i'll just be really freezing cold hahahaha like i might as well get frost bitten being dead laying in my casket hahahahaha. I freeze easily soo i wouldnt blame if i actually end up dying freezing cold. hahahahahaha i can tell i pick up the funny side from my dad he likes to say funny things hahahaha.

Sharing Some Puppy Love

I'm in love with these cute little pups. First one on top is a Pekingese puppy. My Grandma had two of these cute little dogs. They are just soo cute one day id like to own one of these.

 

 

 

This little one. Sooo Freaking cute Yorkshire Terrier Puppy our neighbors has one of these cute little dogs. Ever since i saw it i kept wondering what it was and we kept forgetting to ask our neighbor what type of puppy it was. That was until i looked all over the internet for this doggy. Id like to own one of these dogs too. Soo cute. The instant i saw these 2 puppies on the internet my heart melted. :)

 

Les Miserables

Today i went to see Les Miserables for the first time. Everyone on facebook kept talking about it and how good it was. Wow! it was good. If you haven't seen it take your family dont include the kids if they are to young to see some parts in it that were inappropriate for kids. I plan on seeing this for the second time. I just thought well i wonder what's soo good about it that everyone just loves it. Now i know why and it was really good. Im soo glad i saw it and its a tear jerker though soo bring tissues cause it will have you crying by the middle of the movie. But thats if your really into action and musical movies like this one was and if your really up for a tear jerker movie this one is the one to see.

Here We go Again

I guess my mom loves having my dad mad all the time now cause now they are back to arguing again. Me and Eric and Dad can get over this its already done. What happened has happened we cant change it unless we close our business Deano's Pizza Builders but dang just cause my mom hates the business she's totally against it she wishes my dad never would of opened the business so she keeps complaining about the same thing over and over again she keeps wondering if my dad is gonna get another job to help out. Its like oh well not our problem its his problem. If she complains one more time im gonna tell her fine you know what let this ruin our life and i guess she's been wanting to go out to eat soo she's afraid we cant even do that either. Hell to the no this buisness better not ruin our life and family god if it does we are screwed even though this has been done with oh well to bad life is a lesson doesnt always turn out the way you think it would turn out she will have to deal with it either that or she leaves my dad all together. It gets to the point i just wanna tell her to take a freaking chill pill i know she's my mom but dang she doesnt need to make things worse my dad already knows that he messed up soo what big deal he's learned a lesson. Besides i barely get along with her and im glad i dont cause my personality and her personality clash and dont mix well together she's not the funny type like i can tell her something funny and she would be like uh huh whatever. I hope she's happy for making my dad mad cause he litterly punched the wall and slammed the door when he left to work. I honestly dont really care anymore what happens maybe its time my parents seperate for good this time. Thats all my mom can ever talk about like she complains about how dean my dads friend gets all this money for christmas from the bishop and now she complains that dad hasnt gotten another job. We tried telling my mom to stop complaining so much but nope and she repeats everything she already tells us so its like annoying hearing the same thing over again part of why i dont really like going anywhere with her anymore. Cause all she can do is complain like wow nice to know you really love dad now. its just irritating i'll be glad when im outta this house but then again my mom will probably call me to complain about this crap. and she does that annoying hand thing i dont know where she picked it up from but dang its sure annoying she does it at the store and people are looking at her like does she have a problem with her arm while talking she does it even while she's driving i dont even do that. To me that would be embaracing to do in public. She doesnt even finish her sentences she will talk and say something and add something totally new to that sentence. Maybe if i tell her to stop complaining cause eric already tried and yet she still does it. She almost needs a paper and pen to write out her feelings and complaints about things and she doesnt need to keep talking bad about our pizza place either sure she likes the pizza but dang she doesnt need to make it known everytime.

Confetti Bars YUMMMYYYY

 

 

Confetti Bars

Ohh my Gosh! These are soooo Yummy. You'll deffiently want to keep eating them after you make them. My mom also had a reaction to these when she saw that i was looking at the recipe. I also have this pinned on my pinterest hahaha I orignally saw these confetti bars on facebook if your a fan of Toll House (the company that makes chocolate chip cookie dough and chocolate chips) I saw this on the first day of the new year and my thought was oh my gosh and my mom had the same reaction like she couldnt believe it  had soo much stuff on it. So this is what me and my friend made hahaha we nearly had them all gone we have one row of these bars left. They were a big hit and im gonna have to make them again sometime who knows it might just be my weekley treat to make. Heres the link to the recipe. You wont regret making them they are just soo Yummy especially if you love chocolate. http://www.verybestbaking.com/recipes/29614/Confetti-Bars/detail.aspx Anyways these are what i was talking about in the last blog post that i wrote. Also if your not big on having your kids eat alot of sugar cut them half of one.

These Past Few Days = CRAZZYY!!! :D

On Friday i was supposed to hang out with my Best Friend Chaylyn after she got out of school but ended up she went to a basketball game instead. So we hung out yesterday instead and oh my gosh we been having soo much fun and we ended up having a sleepover. We kept messing with Eric's Ipod touch even though Chaylyn has one. We were like taking silly weird pictures of everything hahaha. We also talked to Eric's friend Chris (shhhhh i have had a crush on him) hahahahaha :) it was sooo much fun we stayed up til like 5 in the morning hahahaha we were talking and i was telling her some really funny stories from high school. We also made this very yummy treat that i will put on my blog oh my gosh it was soooo yummy we almost ate the whole thing gone after we made it. There was only a half of it in the pan left. Also showed her my scrapbook she loved how i did it she was said oh my gosh its so cute how you did it and stuff. We were able to talk and catch up on everything big time i even told her about the Aaron dude that was a big huge jerk and also a lier. Dumb idiot boys sometimes. She also got to try our pizza we make for the first time and she loved it she's like oh my gosh i love the crust and everyone that has tried it absolutely loves the crust and of course the pizza its self. It was sooo much fun like Chay would scare Eric and convinced Chris to get on the web cam so she could see what he looked like. hhaha she finally got it to work and she started saying now this is just awkward lol hahahah and i was telling her about my guy friends especially Dallin and Tyler ahahahaha she got a kick out of how i told her what i said about Dallin ( orginally i said it first with Shaliece) Hahahahaha and it was pretty gay LOL I said yeah one time i didn't realize i said this out loud and i told Chay that i accidently said this Dallin rode a cowboy hahahaha like Whoa Dallin is not gay hahaha she thought it was pretty funny. We finally fell asleep around after 5am hahaha i had to get up this morning for a baby blessing my cousin Trey was getting blessed he is soo cute he has down syndrome so he's the first in the family to be born with down syndrome. I had to hurry and get ready for that and Chay Chay said i wanna come back to your house and so we dropped her off at home and we went to the baby blessing and we didnt bother going to the lunch thing. So we went back to her house and picked her up and took her back over to our house. We had even more fun hahahahaha I gotta say here comes the part that was weird and creepy so when we get home my mom had to go to the store. Me and Chay went with and we went to Smith's hahaha we had Eric's Ipod with us filling it up with pictures hahahaha while we were there all the sudden its like these guys after they found me and Chaylyn they started stalking us and following us and they also pretended to look at something else hahaha and i started laughing cause i just thought it was a little funny how they followed us and Chay would tell me look behind you and i would and there they were like i guess they were curious of something and my moms like stop laughing you dont need to give it away hahahaha. If he really wanted to he could of come up to me and got my name and stuff it wasnt that hard hahaha and Chaylyn almost went over there to ask why they kept looking at me hahahha. I hope i wasnt blushing that would be bad hahahahahaha and of course after we get done with checking out they buy their items and follow me out like what the crap cause Chay was like oh their coming this way im like ohhh nooo hahahahaha I cant believe it freaking stalkers hahahaha. Maybe i looked like someone he knew but he wasnt gonna ask me if i was that person he knew. if that was the case LOL but really funny how i get stalkers freaking heck hahahahaha. Weirdo's hahahaha like chay kept getting a laugh out of it too cause like my reaction and im on my period soo it didnt help any and like i would try and like hide out of their way and nope they managed to find me again and they werent looking at Chaylyn they were looking at me the whole time. :) hahahaha but we had soo much im soo glad we been able to hang out again its been forever ago since we hung out even though it was like last year.

Everything is Back to Normal Again

Since Christmas ended and celebrating the New Year has passed. We finally packed up the christmas stuff and put it away. Its been so awesome having the joy and the feeling of christmas this season now that everything is finally getting back to normal, my parents havent argued for a good while since new years eve and i like the calm and quiet now and theirs not much complaining from my mom either so its going smooth and good soo far. Also Paul has started school again so were getting him back in the rutine of things and he's been doing so good in school which is good. Hopefully he keeps up the good work i know how he feels school can be pretty tiring and stressful.

My new years resolution is to stop drinking pepsi day 2 with out it and its been good soo far. Its been tempting to buy it but its not worth it knowing that im gonna try to go a week with out it hopefully i can go months with out drinking it anymore. But it doesnt help if im at work and there it is in the pepsi cooler like dang. Im also gonna keep growing my long hair and by the middle or end of the year im gonna cut it all off and donate it to locks of love. I feel like i should donate this year and this is what i feel like doing instead of throwing my hair pieces away i know they will be put to good use and kids will be happy to get a wig out of my hair.

but this is mostly all i have to say and im glad its going a little better now. its been insane!

My Favorite Songs of 2012

Even though 2012 is over i forgot to put in my favorite songs of 2012 and if you have spotify thats where most of my songs come from alot of catchy songs the past year and i have a playlist called
2 0 1 2 and i have 776 tracks on the playlist and adding more songs as i hear more songs that i like.
Once more songs get released for 2013 im pretty sure i'll be getting a playlist for this year but for now im just updating my 2 0 1 2 playlist as quick as possible. So i hope you like the songs i have choosen some of them have become song of the year to.

My Random favorite songs of 2012
1. One More Night - Maroon 5
2. Drunk on You - Luke Bryan
3. Blow Me One Last Kiss - P!nk
4. Feel so Close - Calvin Harris
5. What Makes You Beautiful - One Direction
6. Payphone - Maroon 5
7. We are Young - Fun
8. Drive By - Train
9. Scream - Usher
10.  Starships - Nicki Minaj
11. Where Have You Been - Rihanna
12. Tongue Tied - Grouplove
13. Give Your Heart a Break - Demi Lovato
14. Wild Ones - Flo Rida
15. As Long as You Love Me - Justin Bieber
16. Somebody That I Used to Know - Gotye
17. Home - Philip Phillips
18. Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen
19. Don't Wake Me Up - Chris Brown
20. Safe and Sound - Taylor Swift
21. Springsteen - Eric Church
22. The Fighter - Gym Class Hereo's
23. We Run the Night - Havana Brown
24. Young Wild and Free - Snoop Dog
25. Good Feeling - Flo Rida
26. Blown Away -  Carrie Underwood
27. Back in Time - Pitbull
28. Lights - Ellie Goulding
29. Wanted - Hunter Hayes
30. Glass - Thompson Square
31. Titanium - David Guetta
32. Glad You Came - The Wanted
33. Whistle - Flo Rida
34. Both of Us - Taylor Swift
35. Lets Go - Calvin Harris
36. Brokenhearted - Karmin
37. Come Over - Kenny Chesney
38. Turn up The Music - Chris Brown
39. So Good - B.o.B
40. Even if it Breaks Your Heart - Eli Young Band
41. Call Your Girlfriend - Robyn
42. Pumped up Kicks - Foster the People
43. Be Your Everything - Boys Like Girls
44. Part of Me - Katy Perry
45. Beers Ago - Toby Keith
46. Made in America - Toby Keith
47. Dark Side - Kelly Clarkson
48. You're Gonna Love This - 3OH!3
49. Take a Little Ride - Jason Aldean
50. Back 2 Life - Sean Kingston
51. Thats Why I Pray - Big & Rich
52: 11:11 - Austin Mahone
53. Hang With Me - Robyn
54. Favorite Song - Colbie Calliat
55. Heartbeat - Enrique Iglesias
56. Country Girl Shake it For Me - Luke Bryan
57. Please Remember Me - Scotty Mccreery
58. So You Don't Have to Love me Anymore - Alan Jackson
59. Come Wake Me Up - Rascal Flatts
60. Boyfriend - Justin Bieber
61. Wide Awake - Katy Perry
62. Red Solo Cup - Toby Keith
63. Wish You Were Here - Cody Simpson
64. I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz
65. Fly Over States - Jason Aldean
66. Wanna Dance With Somebody - Allstar Weekend
67. Say Somethin - Austin Mahone
68. Indestructible - Robyn
69. Light up The Sky - Duncan
70. I'm All Yours - Jay Sean
71. Turn Up The Love - Far East Movement
72. I Dont Want This Night To End - Luke Bryan
73. One Thing  - One Direction
74. All Around The World - Justin Bieber
75. Live While Were Young - One Direction
76. Die Young - Ke$ha
77. Live My Life - Far East Movement
78.  Hands in the Air - Timbaland
79. How we Do - Rita Ora
80. All We All We Are - P!nk
81. Somethin about a Truck - Kip Moore
82. Heart Skips a Beat - Olly Murs
83. Lovin You is Fun - Easton Corbin
84. Honey Bee - Blake Shelton
85. Over You - Miranda Lambert
86. I knew You Were Trouble - Taylor Swift
87. Anything Could Happen - Ellie Goulding
88. Truck Yeah - Tim Mccgraw
89. God Gave Me You - Blake Shelton
90. The Truth About Love - P!nk
91. Someone like You - Adele
92. Cruise - Florida Georgia Line
93. Let Me Love You - Ne-Yo
94. Don't Stop the Party - Pitbull
95. Why You Wanna - Jana Kramer
96. Gotta Be You - One Direction
97. Good Girl - Carrie Underwood
98. Locked out of Heaven - Bruno Mars
99. Middle Finger - Cobra Starship
100. you Make Me Feel - Cobra Starship

Hello 2013

Well its offical, Wishing everyone a happy and healthy new year. Along with keeping those new years resoultions LOL its hard but keep at it and you'll be amazed. I've never had a new years resoultion since its hard for me to keep it. Also i hope everyone finds happiness joy and peace this year.





Anyways, I'm not gonna wish or hope for a better year cause its just a joke to this family of mine. Its like were meant to live like this always being broke and struggling and not being able to do anything fun even as a family just cant simply just go see a movie or go somewhere amazing and fun. Im not really looking forward to this year. My saying is now

 

" Whatever happens this year i guess its for the best"

 

Cause i give up on trying to make every year better when really it sucks and its full of shitty crap that its not supposed to be. I know we humans are supposed to make the best of it and make the year better but i dont see it for my family i guess we will always be broke never go on vacations or do anything fun i guess we will always be stuck here at home and just drive eachother nuts and keep talking about getting away when it wont happen so im just gonna take this year as it is im not gonna put my effort into making it soo much better when we cant do anything fun for once.

 

But im gonna keep my head up and just do whats the best for me and my life and do what makes me happy.

 

 

Things for this year to do.

1. Get my drivers license

2. College plans fixed

3. Start going to church again

4. Read the scriptures every day starting today

5. start dating boys (finding mr. Right guy so marriage plans get going)

6 kick my pepsi drinking habit  thats actually the number 1 thing i gotta do for the year

7. Start drinking water

8. Start hanging out with my guy friends before they leave on their missions

 

I think thats mostly it for this year. But im not gonna hope for the best cause its just gonna go back to being worse. But for everyone else happy new year 2013!