Looked at My Myspace page for the 1st time

I been looking up some old friends I had in Las Vegas and found Tasha and Tesha Wow!! They have no idea what happened to me all they know I told them I was getting home schooled cause I hated sedway middle school it was the worst public school I have ever been to. So it made me feel like Public schools werent safe anymore besides I didnt want to be in a school that had 8th grade girls pregnant I didnt want to end up being that girl so i am glad I saved my butt from that even though Eddy hated not having me there at school with him after 7th grade was something he had to get used to.

I forgot all about my Myspace that was until after i found the 2 girls i knew they are twin sisters and they have a Myspace page so I been wanting to get back in contact with them i havent been in contact with them since 7th grade and thats pretty sad. They probably dont even remember me or i got them thinking whatever happened to Jessica or maybe they still think im somewhere in Las Vegas living a life with out them we kinda grew apart anyways i dont think i really liked them that well in 7th grade after awhile. I kinda feel bad they have no idea what happened to me. And i wish i could talk to them maybe sometime i will see if they remember me and catch up with them big time they will be soo surprised that i dont live in Las Vegas anymore and they will be surprised to see me with long hair and to know im 20 years old now thats going to be a big surprise they havent seen me since i was 13.
haha and i was trying to find Gage and Wesley it was a fail couldnt find them i dont even remember their Last names haha im sure i can ask eddy cause he knows Gage hahaha. the 2 boys i chased hahaha.

But whatever they are up to now days i hope they have a good life and wish them good luck with whatever they are going to do. and someday i hope we will be able to talk again i miss that and seeing Tasha and Tesha on Myspace makes me miss them soo much. haha i dont even remember their birthday thats just sad i think i remember they said they were born in 1993. I just remember having classes with them they are the ones that got me talking.


But i havent been on Myspace for 2 years soo to get on it yesterday and just read through old messages me and Eddy wrote to eachother I gotta say First year with out eachother was super hard we were still trying to get used to not having eachother around it took a good year or two or maybe three full years to finally get over him. And im glad me and him can remain friends after everything we been through which is nice. I hated my mom alot he knows i hated her at once i think every teenager goes through that point in life where they just hate their parents. and you know if anything aleast he still likes my long hair I think he's gotten soo used to me having long hair i think that when he saw me with short hair the first time he met me i think once i grew it all out i can tell he loves my long hair its something he hates to see me cut so short soo i hope when i see him again sometime he will see me with long long hair it will be pretty long thats something about me i think he will always remember me by. Hahaha reading old conversations we had i look at it and say its weird side of me that used to be along time ago like wow. He's the one that got me into Twilight hahahahaha So im going to have to tell him "You know your the one that got me into Twilight" hahahaha :) he'd probably say oh your welcome. hahahaha He really was the one cause he told me to read the book and watch the movie i just gotta tell him i read the other books and saw the movies. But he knows he cant suck me into what he is now. He knows he wont be able to get me into drugs or piercings or whatever he does. Cause id never be able to pull off weird hair and peircings theres no way haha.
but i am LDS Sooo theres no way id deffiently be like that. and i saw what Timmy looked like wow dang he's grown up he's got long shaggy hair now. Which is weird to see him with that hahaha im used to him having short hair. and the weird conversations me and Danny had hahaha oh that boy hahaha. And being apart from Eddy has been the hardest cause theres times i could use him in my life like the first year back in Utah for good its like there were times i needed Eddy and realized he cant be here and I would tell him and he wrote back saying i was thinking the same thing so these 4 years without him have been easy and hard. and i used to be soo homesick and i couldnt stop crying after moving back and it was really hard he really knew how to cheer me up. And i miss that alot. I dont regret having him in my life he was the best thing that happened to me. and i also was reading old comments haha he wrote "Your myspace page is Hecka sad" like awee it was at the time he looked at it. I remember I had something about him on my page and when he read it i guess that made him really sad. Hahaha my myspace is soo old its like WHOOA old part of me but i had it since 2008 thanks to Eddy for creating it for me. He also commented on a picture and said "Awee its me and you cartoon style lol" yeah it really was it was a girl and a boy and it was so cute. Thank goodness i thought of Myspace when i was trying to find my old friends from 7th grade. Just the awkward what if they dont remember me moments hahaha. :)