Soo sick and tired of boys looking at me like they can use me. I'm feeling soo uncomfortable with boys right now. Seriously i wonder if i asked tthem the question i've been asked i wonder if they would know how i feel. I don't mind boys but when they are sickminded and perverted it makes me feel soo uncomfortable. I know about sex. Im not dumb i know how sex works. I know im young and these old guys just think im cute hot or whatever and they think they can use me like that. It makes me soo disgusted. Ecspecially if they are married thats just wrong seriously just cause once they had what they had doesnt mean they can use young girls. They probably think i will fall for this or whatever they have planned. Im just not in the mood to talk to boys or look at them right now the way i feel. Theres this Boy at walmart that works there he's never sounded soo much better to get to know. Maybe i need to let go of my guy friends and start over. But it makes me like this one guy a whole lot more. It just makes me wanna cry how Guys like this wanna use me like that. How dare they i cant believe it. Its sick and wrong. Wish i could just slap them upside the head maybe it will teach them im to young but they dont care. Just cause im young and i still have it or whatever they want it sucks that they just think of girls like this. Id pick a 20 year old guy over a 40 year old perv or any other sick minded perv any day. I just feel like ever since this one guy made me feel uncomfortable I just dont wanna talk to guys anymore not even my guy friends. Im soo sick of putting up with sickminded pervs I deffiently learned my lesson not to talk to boys when they are sickminded. I just want a normal boy that doesnt look at me like this.  gosh. Idiots these days.