I'm Just Loving Life I couldnt be happier! :)

I am one happy girl. But lately i couldnt be more happier. :) Im just loving life! Its been the best. Ecspecially getting my haircut. and being able to curl it finally. :) and i got to color it too. Love it! I do need a massage though. :) and im still single but im loving it. Cause i always dont need boyfriends in my life. Im not like my friends that just need a boyfriend and all that sure its what they want but its deffiently worth the wait. Because i'll end up with mr right guy! Yes someday he will be seen with me in my life. Single life does get lonely somedays i wish i had a boyfriend and theres days where im just happy all together with out one yes he will make me happy someday. I seriously just love life i know through the hard and the easy times we have. I find happiness still even though i have had to deal with a death in the family. I love her and miss her alot. She was my grandma im proud to call her my grandma and i know she wants me to be happy and i know i'll see her again someday again. for now she can enjoy paradise and I know she's very proud of me. :) I've been blessed with so many great things. My family is a big part of my life they are the people in my life i need most ecspecially my friends we have some fun times and i know how to have fun even though im drug free. Seriously theres ways we can have fun with out getting drunk and all that. I honestly couldnt be more happier and ever since i graduated high school the feeling of the weight being lifted off my shoulders and just feeling soo much freedom. and im soo happy going to UVU getting the chance to go to an elementary school to help out kids. I love kids they are soo fun to watch. But i dont know if im ready to be 20 just yet i know thats far off but id like to be 19 for a little longer. i've had my ups and downs not really depressed or  stressed feeling but i just been able to keep positive I have some good friends i surround my self with some good people. all though were all not perfect but still i keep my head held high and know i can do anything i put my mind to.  i never give up on anything. and i know im here for a reason. Im living my life to the fullest til my day comes for me to go to heaven. Im not letting the depressed stressed sad feeling ruin my life. Most deffiently im proud of myself my parents and family are soo proud of me too. I cant wait to see where i end up in the future. Im up for one adventure and i know i'll make myself happy alot. :) and the moments when i see babies i just gotta say sometimes i cant wait to be a mommy. Sometimes i get this thought in my head like awee i cant wait to have one of my own. and i think that will be the best thing to happen to me. :)