One Year is Enough: I Need My BFF

I know its been a whole year from what my friend did. Yes i was upset with her for this whole time and i just thought life would be okay going on with out her in it and it is super hard to move on with out her being there. Well i was wrong not a day goes by i don't think about her. I miss being able to talk to her. She really screwed up for me to be mad at her for a whole year and I've never been mad at her longer than a day. I'm going to patch things up with her and make our friendship work out. I mean i'm the only one that knows how to cheer her up when she's depressed. I know she probably misses me the most even if she doesn't admit it. She's my BFF i can't live with out her this whole year with out her has been hard on me. I miss all the fun times we used to have and all the weird stupid things we laughed at that nobody else could ever understand why we were laughing. I need her in my life even if she's made me mad. I can't live with holding a grudge being mad at her. Here goes to fixing our friendship and hoping that things get better between me and her. Hoping that hanging out and maybe getting back into Skype calls will help ease her depression. She may of made me feel like she kicked me to the curb and she honestly won't hang out with anyone else she rather just hang out with me as I've talked to her recently. I wish she would enjoy life like the way i did. I feel bad for her i really do this depression sucks i hate seeing her deal with it. I look forward to a better communication with her and being able to work on our friendship to make it better. Cause there is no way i can live the rest of my life with out her. I know we have our differences and i know she will be jealous of me but i'd never let that affect our friendship. It will be nice to be able to talk to her again more and hang out with her again. I honestly don't know what i was thinking when i  thought i no longer needed her apart of my life when in reality i know i do need her but at the time i was really mad and upset with her to the point i felt like she no longer deserved to be in my life anymore. I have no idea what i'd do without her.