2 Years Later

Today marks 2 years since my jaw problem started on December 31st 2013. I've come a long way since then. Feeling sick to the stomach is a common symptom with TMJ so a lot of times i go days feeling so sick to the stomach with out throwing up and other days i feel completely fine. I've only had to go on a soft food diet twice and I've been able to gain some weight again and to think its been 2 years with this jaw problem. I've been strong through this whole thing and kept positive and i know its super hard to stay positive through something like this. I've had my share of moments of wanting to break this jaw of mine and there's times i want to give up and be done with this but i wouldn't want that and have to live the rest of my life with a screwed up jaw problem and still be stuck not being able to barely eat right and deal with pain if i just gave up. If anything if i knew someone else going through this i'd advise them to get it done while they have chance to fix it. Sure it's expensive but it will only be worth it all. I've laughed and I've cried through this whole thing and sometimes its hard to believe its me going through this. Its been one heck of a fun process to surgery and here i am 2 years on December 31st 2015 waiting patiently for the surgery to happen in 2016  :)