It's Over For Good

I had the weirdest dream about someone who used to be my friend. I've never been so angry at someone in my dreams before. This is like the first time i became very angry with that person in my dream. During this dream i had about her we were very angry with each other and knowing me i'm not fun to mess with once you mess with me in the wrong way. It was kind of weird at first how she was angry at me cause i wouldn't let her eat while she was at my house only the same thing went for me too and she wouldn't let me eat while I was at her house and well we continued to yell at each other. I  made sure she was aware that she hurt my feelings. I basically told her to get out of my life or something bad would happen. She didn't believe me that something bad would happen. I basically had a fight with her and hurt her pretty good and i asked her if she'd apologize and she just looked at me and didn't say a word. I know things haven't been easy between me and her and i know we've had our ups and downs and we have been able to make up and become friends again. But i don't think there's no making up this time. As the dream ended i woke up in tears. I've heard somewhere that you actually dream about things that bother you and if you have conflicts with people. I've also heard that even though your asleep your self conscious is still awake and that's what makes the dreams go weird. I guess the reason why i woke up in tears is cause she was my best friend and our friendship is gone. Its over for good. She has come to peace with it. I may never get an apology from her. I hope she's happy with herself. and as for myself  I let it go and i know blaming me on something stupid happened about 5 or 6 months ago. It happened for the best and its about time our friendship ended. She will just get very jealous of me which i don't care if she gets jealous. I know these last few days have been hard trying to cope with it and i'm not gonna lie it hurts like no other. I actually hope she lives a miserable boring life with her stupid cat. I can be pretty harsh for having my feelings hurt. She deserves it. Things would of gone different if she would of just told it to my face that she was mad at me. But nope she wanted to play it this way.