Dinosaur Park

For the first time in 6 years since we moved back from Las Vegas we've been able to get back into the old things we used to do when we lived here 11 years ago.  For the first time in 10 years we made our way  to the Ogden Dinosaur Park. That place will always be my favorite and I'm glad to see it still open. I loved that place as a kid. It has sound effect and everything making everything so real life and it makes it sound like the dinosaurs are walking and stomping on the ground. Its so much fun and awesome.

The hard Part

Once in awhile i'll update on on my Jaw. I know i'm not alone in this and it really helps that I have someone going through it with me even though they don't have it as bad as i do but they still want it fixed too. My jaw has shifted to the right and its noticeable and it doesn't look good either. I had my orthodontist appointment on Monday of this week and he even noticed that my jaw shifted to the right. I almost hate looking at it when i brush my teeth just cause its noticeable. We've hit a hard part in this and my orthodontist has called this "the hardest case". Were only 5 months into this mess and to get my jaw to stop shifting so bad. My orthodontist has me wearing an elastic band on the right side of my mouth to get it to stop shifting so bad. Maybe this is why my last orthodontist gave up on me and maybe he just didn't want nothing more to do with this anymore. One of the things i like about my orthodontist he's upbeat and positive and so nice. I don't think my last orthodontist was ever like that. Sure we hit a hard part in this but the way he was talking to me like all positive about it like " were gonna get through this. Your doing so good." 11 months left to go till surgery its a bittersweet happy moment thing and i'm glad its not a 24 month wait to get surgery only 15 months and that's better than nothing at all. My thought while at the orthodontist while they put the elastic band on the side of my mouth I was about to just say hey how about we just wire my mouth shut already. Its been popping a lot lately with unbearable pain. I have 21 months left to go with braces so i look forward to both 2016 and 2017. It only gets better from here. I'm just glad my orthodontist is with me through this and is helping me get my smile back.

It's Over For Good

I had the weirdest dream about someone who used to be my friend. I've never been so angry at someone in my dreams before. This is like the first time i became very angry with that person in my dream. During this dream i had about her we were very angry with each other and knowing me i'm not fun to mess with once you mess with me in the wrong way. It was kind of weird at first how she was angry at me cause i wouldn't let her eat while she was at my house only the same thing went for me too and she wouldn't let me eat while I was at her house and well we continued to yell at each other. I  made sure she was aware that she hurt my feelings. I basically told her to get out of my life or something bad would happen. She didn't believe me that something bad would happen. I basically had a fight with her and hurt her pretty good and i asked her if she'd apologize and she just looked at me and didn't say a word. I know things haven't been easy between me and her and i know we've had our ups and downs and we have been able to make up and become friends again. But i don't think there's no making up this time. As the dream ended i woke up in tears. I've heard somewhere that you actually dream about things that bother you and if you have conflicts with people. I've also heard that even though your asleep your self conscious is still awake and that's what makes the dreams go weird. I guess the reason why i woke up in tears is cause she was my best friend and our friendship is gone. Its over for good. She has come to peace with it. I may never get an apology from her. I hope she's happy with herself. and as for myself  I let it go and i know blaming me on something stupid happened about 5 or 6 months ago. It happened for the best and its about time our friendship ended. She will just get very jealous of me which i don't care if she gets jealous. I know these last few days have been hard trying to cope with it and i'm not gonna lie it hurts like no other. I actually hope she lives a miserable boring life with her stupid cat. I can be pretty harsh for having my feelings hurt. She deserves it. Things would of gone different if she would of just told it to my face that she was mad at me. But nope she wanted to play it this way.