Boys Boys Boys

Just for being 21. Guys are so complicated. And they say we are the complicated ones. I guess there is just something about me that attracts the bad boys and Jerks and so they probably think they can take advantage of me and that's not right at all. Sure i probably look like one that a guy thinks he can take advantage of but really i come out stronger than i look. Its just frustrating and irritating i freaking hate it. Its nice to know guys want sex but there's more to life than wanting sex all the time. Makes me wanna just go and slap one. They honestly don't care or understand how a girl feels. I wish they would know and understand that sex is something i really don't want right now. As tempting as it is and i do want it but seriously nagging me on about it is just gonna make me get mad at him. So guys can tease me all they want and mess with me all they want but when it goes the other way around and i start teasing a boy its like they can't handle it after a certain point. Well what do you expect he teases me and messes with me of course i'm gonna tease him back. I just don't even know why i bother anymore as much as i like boys i just wanna strangle them they make me feel so happy frustrated and feel like strangling them and just ugh. I don't know how they can deal with making a girl feel this way i wish there was a way to make a guy feel this way. And i'm so sick of boys thinking with their dicks and not their heads. For once can't a guy just think with his head and not his dick. Seriously if they stopped maybe they could actually keep a girl interested into them. I mean i'm not dumb i know when a guy is extremely turned on especially when they just happily openly tell me they are horny. Makes me wanna stay single a little more longer than i want to. I just want to get a boyfriend so i don't feel so lonely all the time don't get me wrong single life is all fun and games. But than again the lonely feeling kills me inside. Its like i just want a boy to cuddle with and be happy with. I just wanna give up on looking for Mr right guy and just focus on having fun being single. Maybe somewhere i'll find the right one. Its just irritating that boys have to put me through this if only they knew how i felt then they would realize they hurt my feelings and its dumb when a guy doesn't think a girl doesn't get turned on just cause i'm a Mormon he thinks that i don't get turned on just cause I'm Mormon. ahahahaha yeah right Hell yes i do get turned on all girls i bet get turned on no matter Mormon or not Mormon. Just cause I'm Mormon doesn't always mean I'm that good girl. I've got a bad side to me too. I mean how else am i supposed to live life. I've had my share of moments of being bad. Boys are just so complicated and annoying they make you wanna do stuff to them and yet were stuck with them we live with them and yet we love them. Gotta love boys.  I know somewhere there is Mr right guy but i guess for now i'll just keep having fun being single.