Today I was just thinking about how people change I've changed and so has the person I once knew. People really do change and I used to know the person that has changed. Don't know what the heck his problem has been but it makes me miss the old him. We used to hang out and talk a lot and he's my best friend since 6th grade. Its sad to see people change. It hurts to even know that I once knew him. But I guess its for the best we obviously have grown a part. We can barely talk anymore he's got a grudge against me and he really doesn't want to talk about it either and he's just a big jerk now. I'm not liking this new him. I'm just done with him. I know deep down we can pull through this but if he cant talk to me anymore. Than we have a problem. And this had me thinking about people changing like I know I've changed and obviously it looks like he's changed too maybe somewhere there was a friendship a long time ago when we were younger but now things have changed especially between me and him. Can't have a good conversation anymore its obvious he can't stand talking to me or talking about me now. I used to have fun hanging out with him I used to have fun talking to him. I don't have a crush on him anymore whatsoever. But it makes me wanna cry cause he's been my best friend. I'm not sure what to do I really want to end the friendship with him. When he talks to me he makes me feel like I'm dumb and stupid that he doesn't really want to talk to me. I don't understand what's his problem and I don't think I will ever know. But I guess its for the best now. Its just sad.
I really hope we can figure something out but if I cant talk to him about it than I guess its pointless cause we either fix what's got him holding a grudge against him or just break it and say goodbye.
I think its for the best that it ends. If I'm done with him I don't care if Jennifer and Shaliece talk to him I could freaking care less if they talk to each other or hang out with each other not that i'm gonna get mad or anything. I'm happy with my other best friend in my life even though we don't talk anymore but still he remains my best friend.
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