This is The Best Song EVER!!! :)

Oh my gosh! This video is so funny and its a catchy song by One Direction called "The Best Song Ever" from their new movie One Direction this is us in 3D August 30th 2013. And both of my brothers can actually stand One Direction. They aren't to big on Justin Bieber. But mostly I think I've been more all about One Direction than Justin Bieber at the moment. Plus these guys have the sexy accent especially Niall's sexy Irish accent all though half the time I cant understand what he says when he speaks in his Irish accent. This song you'll be playing over and over again and it will get stuck in your head just like their other song "One Way or Another" If you haven't even heard any songs of One Direction I suggest give them a shot maybe start with "what makes you beautiful" if anything that will have you singing along.

Just an Update

This past week has been crazy and fun! I slept over at my Best Friend Shaliece's house Last weekend and we went to her Uncles house to see some pigmy goats and some donkeys and rabbits. I can honestly say we almost got chased by a horse as we went to see the Donkeys. Climbed fences for the first time and got a bruised leg. And than Shaliece came over here and spent the week over here and we were having so much fun of course we were just watching one direction video's and looking at one Direction pictures and we lost internet didn't get it turned back on till this past Thursday. We had quite an interesting week and kind of crazy week we both were stinky and sweaty I think this is the most I've ever felt so gross in my life. We also watched Justin Bieber video's hahahahaha and she kept teasing me about a boy I like a lot which happens to be our best friend Dallin. I don't know why but I still like have feelings for him hahahaha. Saw some hot boys and they scared the crap outta us hahahahaha when they yelled something about rappers hahahaha  and than we played the Sims while we had no Internet. Its been a pretty crazy week but i'm glad we got to see each other and hang out. She went home this past Friday cause Saturday I was going up to Idaho for the day and so she went home. She wanted me to go to the carnival with her but her mom said no it was only for her and her family but I had a lot more fun in Idaho anyways. I was happy to see my family in Idaho all though I wish we went to California for my cousins wedding since Jeremy my cousin got married but we weren't able to go there. While shaliece was over here we got obsessed with One Direction's new song "The Best Song Ever" it has gotten stuck in our heads we keep on singing it if you haven't heard it go look it up on YouTube its so awesome and it will get stuck in your head and you'll be singing it a lot. Now I have had my crazy fun week time to start a new week. This week I get to see my Cousin Payton and my cousin Ricky this week before they head up to Idaho. Its been so much fun seeing my cousins and having fun with them they didn't even want me to leave at all they wanted me to stay. I wish I could stay there if I had my own car id so stay there longer. But maybe someday when we go up there we can stay for a couple of nights. I wanna try to make it to Las Vegas sometime I really wanna go so bad I miss my home there and my friends there. But hopefully soon we can make it down there.

Throw Back Thursday

I've never done a throw back Thursday thing before so this is the first time I've done it and I felt like just doing this.

Truth be told throw back Thursday to High school my senior year. I miss these guys so much. I'm glad I met them they have been the best! they made lunch so much fun and they made our day better when we were down and they knew how to make us laugh. But now since 3/4 boys are gone on missions and as we part ways and go our separate ways for our own future. All I can say is I wish them the best. No doubt they are the coolest boys I know. I wish them Good luck and hope they make it big in whatever they plan on doing and I hope someday I'll run into them again. Hopefully one day we can catch up and i hope to hear about their amazing missions they went on when they return home. (:

The Marriage/Dating Talk With the Parents

Last night my parents had the marriage and dating talk with me. First off we were talking about the singles ward. I really don't remember how that came about but we talked about it and my dad said you know why don't you try going to the singles ward? I said yeah I don't know where it is and I bet its driving distance. He said well look up where one is here in Orem and I bet you will be able to go to it. Maybe it will be fun for you and who knows maybe you can meet a guy there. And my mom said yeah that's the only way you can meet a guy. ( I did Join LDS singles online) So far that's not really working out so well. back to the conversation my mom said you keep talking about getting married in the temple. And the only way you can do that is if you find a guy. and than we got into this conversation even more she asked "What are you waiting for?" my reply... I don't know! well Jess your almost 21 years old. If you wait any longer half your life will be wasted. All I could say was yes I know that and yes I do want to get married more than anything cause that's what I've always wanted and finally we ended the conversation she said there should be no excuses you can do it. Aside from all of this craziness last night later on that night I realized I was going to be 21 in 3 months. Oh my! I better figure out what I want and start dating and start finding Mr right guy. Don't get me wrong I've loved being single and I loved not having a boyfriend that was the best feeling not having a boyfriend I really didn't care for a boyfriend unlike my friends who do have boyfriends and all that. I do want a boyfriend its the best feeling in the world knowing that a guy loves me for who I am. So it looks like I have decsions to make  before I turn 21. This is the age where its really time to start thinking and getting serious about my future. I know I have a crush on my Best Friend Dallin but since I told him I really feel the need to just move on and find someone else. I know its weird for me to say that. But I don't know whats going to happen in 2 years i'm not gonna sit here and wait 2 years for him to get back. I'm sad in a way sure it would be a dream come true to marry him and everything but I really don't see that happening.I'm happy he knows that I have a crush on him. He knows I wasn't planning on falling for him it just happened. But anyways now I have to tell my Best Friend Shaliece that its gotta be done I know she wont be to thrilled and she will wonder why? and no i'm not getting married cause my parents want me to. Its my choice to get married and I've always wanted to get married and i'm sure every parent would be proud to see their kids grow up and get married. And I also need to just let my Ex boyfriend Eddy know too. The more I think about this somewhat with the dating makes me kinda miss that boy in my life. But I guess hope for the best and I have made the best of my life so far so I'm happy that its going well. I hope to keep it going good for me. I'm scared and nervous more than anything for what's about to come but I really hope that I find mr right guy and be able to get married and have kids someday. can't believe it almost gonna be 21 already. This is crazy. I've grown up way to fast. But i'm ready for this. Looks like its time to close a chapter of my life and start a new one. :)

Happy Birthday America ( Happy 4h of July)

For everyone that celebrates 4th of July have a safe and fun time.

 

 

Not so Much Fun Being in Pain

So last week sometime probably like Tuesday or Wednesday night I started getting sharp pain in my stomach it wasn't really sharp it just hurt. I had my dad work on my stomach and the pain went away I was okay all day on Friday got to hang out with my Best Friend Shaliece and have some fun and we were watching one direction videos and just watching Cody Simpson and Austin Mahone music video's along with Justin Bieber video's and we had a sleep over to and all the sudden Friday night the pain came back. It hit me really hard sharp pain after sharp pain and it wouldn't get any better and I've tried aspirin but it only helps for so long. I just suffered in pain and I was even thinking about going to the hospital Friday night but ended up not going there. Me and Shaliece finally went to bed after being up most of the night and I was in so much pain I didn't know what to do I kept saying it hurts it hurts and Shaliece felt so bad for me she kept saying "I'm sorry it hurts" and I was searching up on google what it could be cause it just really bothered me and all it could bring up was pregnancy and pain. Sure like I magically got pregnant and having pain I'm not even pregnant at all it just hurt.
Shaliece and me were kind of joking about it hahahaha and through the night I couldn't sleep with out the sharp pain constantly going on and I tossed and turned trying to get sleep even tried going under my sheets and blanket to try to get some sleep nothing worked last Saturday morning I woke up and I felt nauseated and just sick to my stomach went to drink some water and barely could drink it with out wanting to throw up. I didn't know what to do my mom was experiencing the same thing too expect she got it really bad last Saturday she woke up sweating had the runs and felt really dizzy and had an upset stomach and I was just in pain I didn't know what to do. I was dying to go see my doctor but he's not open on Saturdays and I got worse as the day went on I felt really tired kept going to the bathroom like crazy had the runs and I lost my appetite I barely ate anything and by dinner time it just got even more worse. I ended up getting sharp pain during dinner as I was eating dinner it hit me hard and all Paul could ask was "are you okay?" like what do you think?? and shaliece said really she isn't okay and that's all you can ask her if she's okay of course she's not okay cause she's in pain. When someone's not okay you don't ask them that question cause you can tell when someone is not okay. Me and shaliece had planned another sleep over and I was trying my best to hang in there with the sharp pain and than after dinner we were talking about babysitting and we had my dad help us create an ad and I went downstairs with Shaliece and I told my dad "Dad this pain wont stop it hurts" he said well we may end up having to take you to the doctors if it doesn't stop. and we asked him to help us with creating a babysitting ad and we told him about the babysitting that we wanted to do. We came back upstairs to get what he printed out and I told shaliece I changed my mind I don't feel like having another sleep over i'm not feeling so good i'm in so much pain right now. She understood she's like I understand I said i'm sorry I wish i was feeling good for another sleep over and she said its okay and she felt so bad for me being in so much pain and she kept saying " i know it sucks being in pain" I wish i could do something to help you feel better. We were having fun on Pinterest and of course One Direction and we ate Root Beer floats Ice cream bars and of course i had told my dad that he will have to take Shaliece home and he was okay with that he took her home on his way to work. I felt so bad after she left I just wanted to kill the pain that was hurting so bad and the rest of the night i was not happy that i ended up sick and not feeling good and having to send home my friend. But aleast we got to hang out and have fun and do something and she got out of her house for awhile cause their air conditioner broke down so it doesn't work right now so she said all she's been doing is dying hot in the house. We were supposed to go swimming to but it never happened and of course with the pain I had i think she knew that I wasn't going to be able to enjoy the swimming. So maybe some other time we can go swimming and she was okay with that too. We also hung up my Zayn poster and had to hang up my One Direction poster again cause it fell down so hopefully it stays on the wall this time. Well on Sunday I felt better I was feeling so much better the pain wasn't bothering me and than on early Monday morning the pain came back it was a mild sharp pain I had my dad work on my stomach yesterday and last night cause it just came back after awhile again and today it hit me twice hard with the sharp pain i don't know what's going on my mom was asking me yesterday if I was going to feel good enough to go to Julie and Dave's (my cousin David) 4th of July party I said i hope so i should i hope i'll go but if I end up in pain again i'll just try to stay calm and not worry so much my mom also hopes its not my appendix. :( it would suck to hear if that's what's been happening. Nothing like going to the hospital for surgery. :(