My New Friend Ramon

So I met this new guy his name is Ramon. He's freaking cute. hahahaha :) he's just a total turn on. He's a bad boy which means i easily fall for him. But i still have feelings for another boy i like. :)
But you know him being naughty and everything I told him You know its just a total turn on. hahaha
I think he's looking to be my boyfriend. :) I can tell he wants to be more then friends. Which im okay with that its fine. he's 20 years old so a year older then me and my gosh when we text some how he just starts flirting with me and winking at me. :) hahaha yes he wants to kiss me and all that naughty stuff. hahaha like a boyfriend would do. hahahaha he knows i have an ex boyfriend. hahahaha it wouldnt surprise me when we hang out if he pulls me into his lap hahahaha. :) i could picture him doing that to me just grabbing me from behind and sitting me on his lap. hahahhahaha But depending how well his kiss is and if i start having feelings for him i probably might as well start developing feelings for him if that kiss does something to me then deffiently would have something going id hate to fake it. I still have alot of feelings for dallin but the more this boy takes over and makes me feel like its right then maybe i'll start having feelings for him when he's being a turn on and a bad boy and stuff i can tell that i get a little butterflies just thinking about it. but hey if he wants to be my boyfriend now. Then i'll be up for it. :) finally it will be good to have a boyfriend again but i wont hide this one from my parents. Sometime my parents will find out with him we were suppposed to meet at the park and i could just image doing naughty stuff with him like him letting me lay my head on his lap. the feeling of having a Boyfriend again will be the best. hahaha cause then i can finally text him and tell him to come over and just cuddle with me when i feel like having a cuddle buddy i honestly miss having that special someone in my life. I miss having that someone special to love and care for. I like being single but at times its like when i need a boy its like i dont have one. :)
But i guess we will have to see where this ends up as. I know he probably will make me his girlfriend cause i've learned from my Ex that im a good kisser so once he kisses me he probably wont wanna stop. which i dont blame it at all. :)