Take the Fun out of 4 of July.

I found out today since we had alot of fires and dry hot weather. They restricted alot of fire works Spanish fork City Wont allow them at all anymore. Highland City wont allow them at all we dont know about orem or American fork were waiting to hear about the AF one. Thats stupid though they take the fun out of 4th of july how lame fireworks are how we celebrate Americas birthday. But i guess since they been having to many fires and stuff they decide the fireworks need to be away. I dont know if we will light fireworks this 4th of july now. If thanksgiving point does a firework show i'll just go there we cant even light sparklers or freaking throw poppers on the ground anymore. Unless it rains we really need it or we are going to go into a drout and it sounds like were heading this way. But i guess we will have to just have a BBQ and thats basically it our lame now fourth of july.

Childhood Memories: Snow White

I remember when i first watched this movie Snow White and the seven dawrfs it was all good until the witch scared the crap outta me. Ever since then i never dared to watch the movie. So i only seen the first half of this movie before i screamed and turned it off i knew i would never watch it ever again after that. But i know Snow White is a cute princess and everything but dang the witch in the movie scared me for life. I dont know if i watched it now if it would still scare me but dang! Some of these things in my childhood are just plan stupid funny and scary hahahah. :)

President Stupid Head

Oh this lame idiot President Obama. Just made me hate him even more today. My family doesnt like him i dont like him from the day he got elected we knew he would be no help. As of today i have so much hatered for this dumb A** Hole! he can go die in Hell. He's such a fag. I bet he's just soo happy that today they passed his stupid health care plan. A health care plan that he wants but we dont want. Seriously. We need to get him out of the white house ASAP! we cant have him ever again he's a big fat Joke. His wife michelle isnt help either tryin to make us all eat healthy Crap we can choose to eat healthy its not her problem if were to over weight. This world isnt perfect nobody is perfect and she thinks that we need to have a world with all skinny people on it. I bet his wife is like oh honey way to go you got the health care plan to pass good job. I just have one thing to say i cant wait to get this S*** face out of office he's so dumb and he's just making everything worse and you know what if he wants to worry about us and know our business good for him we dont care he can care for him and his stupid family and stop worrying about what the heck were doing and now that this health care plan is in now its like we have to pay a penatly just cause we dont have freakin health care. I hope in November they get someone new to come into the white house so we dont have to put up with this guy anymore soo sick of hearing about him. I freaking hate obama with a passion and its my opinion and i wish other people would see that too. maybe they will once they realize this health care thing is bad.

My Dream Cars: Mercedes Benz & Dodge Ram Truck

Mercedes Benz    

So this is one of my dream cars a mercedes benz they are SWEEET!! everytime i look at one its like dang thats one nice car. Someday i'll own a mercedes Benz this car or one like it will be sitting in my garage and im gonna make it happen no matter how hard i have to work my butt off for my dream car its going to happen. I'll be soo happy. :) this is my baby! and yes i do like sports cars and this happens to be one of them.

Dodge Ram Trucks  Ever since i was a kid and our neighbor Tyler had one of these i thought they were the coolest trucks ever. It like amazed me everytime i see one. I know i talked about one i would always say this is what im going to drive when i get older. I still would love to have one  of these Bad boys. :) It may be a guys truck but i like that truck. This is one of my Dream cars if i had to choose a mercedes benz or a Dodge Ram truck id soo go for a Dodge ram truck. :)

but both of my dream cars i would love to have in my Drive Way someday. Same with this bad boy im gonna work my butt off for it to. I deffiently want to have one of these before i die. Id die happy to have both the Dodge Ram and Mercedes Benz. :)

My Funny Cute Dream

I Don't know why I have dreams about my Ex Boyfriend Eddy. hahahaha I guess sometimes i miss having that sweet fun loving boy in my life. He is there just as my friend now but i dont see him anymore. Since i moved from Las Vegas Nevada. He still lives there though but last night i had a dream about that boy hahahaha we were watching a movie hahaha. And it was just like the old times we had together we were laying in some type of chair and i got up and we were laughing about something and then a kitten was involved hahahaha and all the sudden Jennifer starts showing up in the dream. hahaha Eddy was so scared of her so he kept me close hhahaha like everytime Jennifer was a round he would grab onto me and hold me tight hahhahahaha. I think i was smiling in my sleep cause i woke up with a big smile on my face hahhahaha. I dont know why i was dreaming of my Ex i think i miss him and me being single for 4 years just kinda gets lonely at times and the memories me and him had still remain in my head. He's lucky to be apart of my life. But no matter what he still loves me not matter what. Even though im his Ex he still cares about me and im glad he doesnt hate me he could never hate me. But aleast i got to see him in my dream :) hahahahaha.

Childhood Memory: Pray Mantis

The one worst nightmare i have with this pray mantis my brother thought it was soo funny to do something stupid. One day when we were kids we were outside playing in the back yard on the swings and my brother Eric saw this creature and decided to put it on my head oh man it scared me so bad i was screaming and crying and eric was just laughing well he got in trouble for it. hahahaha looking back on it hahaha we laugh about it but yet as a kid i was screaming and crying. haha my brother did some very bad things hahahaha and this was one of them he did to me hahaha. Crazy brother.

My New Friend Ramon

So I met this new guy his name is Ramon. He's freaking cute. hahahaha :) he's just a total turn on. He's a bad boy which means i easily fall for him. But i still have feelings for another boy i like. :)
But you know him being naughty and everything I told him You know its just a total turn on. hahaha
I think he's looking to be my boyfriend. :) I can tell he wants to be more then friends. Which im okay with that its fine. he's 20 years old so a year older then me and my gosh when we text some how he just starts flirting with me and winking at me. :) hahaha yes he wants to kiss me and all that naughty stuff. hahaha like a boyfriend would do. hahahaha he knows i have an ex boyfriend. hahahaha it wouldnt surprise me when we hang out if he pulls me into his lap hahahaha. :) i could picture him doing that to me just grabbing me from behind and sitting me on his lap. hahahhahaha But depending how well his kiss is and if i start having feelings for him i probably might as well start developing feelings for him if that kiss does something to me then deffiently would have something going id hate to fake it. I still have alot of feelings for dallin but the more this boy takes over and makes me feel like its right then maybe i'll start having feelings for him when he's being a turn on and a bad boy and stuff i can tell that i get a little butterflies just thinking about it. but hey if he wants to be my boyfriend now. Then i'll be up for it. :) finally it will be good to have a boyfriend again but i wont hide this one from my parents. Sometime my parents will find out with him we were suppposed to meet at the park and i could just image doing naughty stuff with him like him letting me lay my head on his lap. the feeling of having a Boyfriend again will be the best. hahaha cause then i can finally text him and tell him to come over and just cuddle with me when i feel like having a cuddle buddy i honestly miss having that special someone in my life. I miss having that someone special to love and care for. I like being single but at times its like when i need a boy its like i dont have one. :)
But i guess we will have to see where this ends up as. I know he probably will make me his girlfriend cause i've learned from my Ex that im a good kisser so once he kisses me he probably wont wanna stop. which i dont blame it at all. :)

Auburn - Perfect two (w/ lyrics)

oh i love this song! it really explains how i really feel about this one boy and sure i want to marry him. :) were diffently the perrfect two. He may not know it yet! :) I cant live with out him.

Betsy Ross

I honestly had no idea this girl made the very first american flag. I dont think i ever learned about her in school. When i learned about history stuff it was like all about freakin world war one and world war 2. It was nothing like this. But thanks to my brother cause they taught him about her at summer school the other day. Maybe it was today i think it was today he told me all the things he learned about her. and you know to come to think of it never in my life did her name sound familiar to me.

but heres a look at her very first flag she made. Now that company's just do it now.

You know i had no idea some girl could do this. It sounds like a guys job but then again to make it sounds like a girls thing. but thats gotta be the best thing a girl could ever do have such amazing talent to put the flag together and theres alot of stripes on the flag and 50 stars on the flag now this one just stood for the 13 colonies they had back then. But thats kinda cool she's famous for this flag.

and now i learned something new i never knew about.

For The First Time in 4 months....

On Thursday I finally got to see my Best Friend Shaliece. I went over to her house and I showed her my new Justin Bieber CD "Believe" hahaha :) it came with a book and cards and she was looking through it and saw some pictures of JB hahaha then we went on a walk cause her dogs were being noisy and Caden wouldnt shut up. So while we were out on a walk we were just talking about stuff. Talking about our friend Sherry. Nothing really bad just some stuff about her and the boys she goes out with. and i told her what me and Ross my buddy talked about hahahahahaha :) He's my buddy hahahahahhaha. Told her about the girl he likes hahahaha. and we talked about some other boys we talked about Phil He's a sick pervted idiot I cant believe him he needs a brain wash and get the pervted slutty stuff out of his mind. I dont like him at all. Shaliece doesnt like him either. He thinks really naughty all the time. I get soo sick of it its gross. and we were talking about two new boys that i met hahaha. hahahahhaha. and then it was time for me to go home sooo I asked her if we could have a sleep over. So we got to have a sleep over hahahahaha. :) We were soo hyper hahahahaha and we could see the fire on the mountain and we got her stuff so she could sleepover  when i was in the car there was a song playing something saying who is my superman and i said i know who my superman is and my dad said clark kent? i said no dad its dallin hahahahaha and we were so naughty hahahaha we were talking really dirty hahaha ecspecially about 2 boys we really like. :) and we were watching naughty music videos we watched this one video " Jennifer Lopez  Dance Again" hahahaha soo naughty. hahahahha and we were just having soo much fun and being crazy and we were talking about when we were going to see Dallin hahahahaha. Sooo we stayed up almost all night hahahaha Thursday night Shaliece had my dad work on her neck it was soo messed up it was pretty tight and we also watched this funny show American Dad hahaha that shows soo naughty hahaha like who goes to school in a bikini hahaha its soo naughty but funny.  then we fell asleep after 4am hahahaha and then we slept in til like 11 and 12. My mom and Grandma took my cousin Julie and her kids Keagan and Jaden back home they were utah for another week. So they finally went home. So they came over first to get the bed frame and get my mom and my mom drove since my grandma isnt a good driver and Julie is scared of driving on the free way or high way. So they were gone for a good part of the day. And my dad was working on his pizza business with my brother Eric. So it was just me and Shaliece and my little brother Paul home me and her were babysitting him  and we watched The Vow. Love that movie soo romantic i could watch it over and over and Channing tatum is so freaking hot in the movie. Shaliece watched it for the first time. Then we had Ice cream bars outside we sat outside with paul and eating the icecream haha it started melting haha so we made a mess on the sidewalk with the icecream haha and paul played with the kids that were outside and it smelt like smoke in the air cause of the fire that was on the mountain. and finally my dad came home with dinner soo we ate dinner and then This is the part that makes me really happy. We called Dallin hahaha he wouldnt answer his phone soo i tried again and again and finally he answered the phone hahaha i had butterflies the whole time.and i was smiling Dallin said Hello?  I said Hi Dallin. He's like hey. I was like how have you been he's like i been good. and he asked how i was i said im doing good and then Shaliece said Hi dallin hahaha. Before i told him we had a sleepover hahaha i said what are you doing? he's like oh not much just hanging out. And i said Guess what? he's like what? I said me and Shaliece had a sleepover he's like oh yeah how did that go? I said it was soooo much fun. hahaha and Shaliece said hi again and Dallin was telling me something and then i said what did you say Dallin? he's like oh i was saying hi to Shaliece. hahaha and me and shaliece were laughing hahaha. :) and so he's like hey i gotta go im having dinner with my family. I hope i get to talk to you soon. It was nice hearing from you. So i said I miss you dallin he's like i miss you guys too. and so he's like bye I said bye. and hung up hahaha and me and shaliece were just smiling and soo happy we got to hear from Dallin hahaha he's our best friend so i said hey i have an idea ;) and she's like what i said he's at home eating dinner with his family. Since he's home. This might be the time to go see him she's like yeah i was like well everytime we go he's never home sooo might as well take a chance and soo i asked my dad he said probably he could take us. I called my mom to see where they were at cause it took awhile for them to get home and my grandma said she's driving i said oh okay well hmm how long will it be until you get home? she said we will be at your house by 8:00pm soo i said okay just wondering so we hung up. and waited for my mom to get home but my dad ended up taking us to Dallins house on our way up there i said guess what dad i talked to dallin on the phone hahaha and then he's like uh huh thats nice hahaha first we went to Silas's first but he wasnt home he went to the rodeo. Sooooo.... We ran accross the street to Dallins house some odd reason we just started bursting out laughing and we get to his door and we were just laughing. hahahahaha and then i hurried and rang the doorbell and the best part was... Dallin came to the door and answered it hahaha he saw us standing there. he's like oh hey guys he's like let me turn on the light. Sooo he's like do you guys wanna come in for a few minutes i said uh huh aha so we walked in and Dallin said soo what are you guys up to we said not much he's like well i got some friends here he's like do you wanna meet them? we said sure. and we were still kinda laughing then i heard him walking up to us so i said okay calm down ahaha some odd reason we were soo calm down and when he walked up to us he gave us a hug :) I love his hugs. haha and then he said guys  this is Shaliece and Jessica and they said hi and asked how we were and stuff we said we were good. Dallin said soo are you guys going to have another sleep over?? ahaha we said maybe we dont know haha he's like it could be fun hahaha he keeps saying that to us everytime we tell him we had a sleep over hahaha and Dallin told his friends yeah they graduated when i was a Junior and they became my best friends and they were like wow thats cool. we were soo shy i think dallin could tell we got shy and then Shaliece told Dallin about her sprained ankle she had months ago. and then the girl cant remember her name asked us what we were doing this summer i didnt really answer shaliece said something about being very busy with family. Soo after shaliece finished talking Dallin looks at me and says how have you been Jessica? i said good and he's like thats good and then he asked me he's like you moved right? I said uh huh yeah i did. he's like how did moving go? I said oh it was a mess. he's like yeah moving isnt fun. and he's like where did you move to? I said American Fork he's like thats cool its not to far. For the first time he asked me he's like hows your little brother? I said oh he's good. :) he's like thats good. I'm glad he started talking to me he probably wanted to hear about me too. Im glad he didnt leave me out. :) I mean i know shaliece was trying to tell him what happened and stuff but maybe he felt like it was my turn to talk. he looks so cute with his short hair and he was wearing a tank top that oh my was dang hot he's so freaking tan and his muscles are big. and then after awhile he said well sorry guys but we gotta leave and he's like how about we go out to lunch sometime and we can go to Subways. Would you guys like that? We said oh yes we would hhaha so he's like okay we will have to do that. :) Put a big smile on my face. and so he opened the door for us he's such a gentleman :) haha and before we left i said Dallin can i get a hug? he's like of course. So he hugs me first and then he hugs shaliece and we leave it was soo good to see Dallin for the first time in a long time honestly i think the last time i saw Dallin was after Christmas. :) and we havent seen Silas since January and we havent seen Tyler since the Football game. He's out of town at the moment. So hopefully he will be home soon. and we were just sooo happy that we got to see Dallin and we said bye and we told his friends it was nice to meet them and they said it was nice to meet you to. :) amd we came home and Shaliece had my dad work on her neck again. so i was sitting on the couch eating a fudge bar and i was just smiling away and just laughing and shaliece was like whats so funny i said nothing she said oh sure hahaha and i am like oh im just thinkin. and she's like about what my dads like she's thinking about Dallin hahaha.hahahaha we were just laughing and then they talked about stupid obama on the news hahahaha and we were like oh shut up who cares hahahaha. :) and then we were just talking and listening to Justin Bieber haha his voice is soo sexy my dad told her were going to have to let your muslces rest i did what i could they are just tender and so he said if your neck hurts on monday i'll work on it again. and sooo we had another sleep over hahahaha oh my we went to her house to get some clothes for her and then her brother was teasing us hahhahaha and so we finally went home. and we were just thinking about dallin hahahaha and tyler hahaa and we were thinking about the conversation with Dallin. hahahaha and we went to bed after awhile. :)) we stayed up til 3 in the morning hahahahaha and this was on friday. hahahaaahaha and Kyle this guy i talk to was being soo naughty hahahaha crazy boy. he was texting me on Friday and it was so naughty hahaha. and Phil started texting me. and then i started texting this other boy i met hahahaha he goes to vegas alot. :)
and yesterday we were hanging out having fun hahaha we were supposed to watch the ultimate gift but it wasnt working and i found out the boys middle names Silas Hillman Olsen and Tyler John olsen and Dallin A Lindsey hahahaha. then we watched Journey 2 the misterious island and dang the pop peck of love turns me on and we ate chinese food and then Ross started texting me. :) hahahaha he had so much fun talking to shaliece he doesnt get to hear from her so he got to talk to her for awhile. then me and shaliece were being crazy and funny we were soo hyper hahhaha and we took pictures and then we took her home. :) it was soo fun seeing her im glad we got to hang out again i hope we can hang out again sometime.

Got a Letter From a Missionary.

On Wednesday! I got a letter from a Missionary. I love getting Letters from missionaries. Its the Best it helps me feel that my spirt has been lifted up. They know what to say and it makes me soooo happy to get a letter from a missionary! :) This one Missionary ( Elder Rellaford) Said "you wanna know what is cool about your grandma passing away is that you really will see her again. Death is not the end." and i believe that. Thats what i love about this I know someday i'll see her again. Im glad i get to look forward to seeing her again. :) Soo I believe in him that i know he's right i will see her again and its not the end. He's deffiently right soo its good to know someday i'll see her again. Its sad some people will say once the person is dead they wont see them ever again its the end for them they only live one life. But for me for what i believe i will meet my grandma again someday. :) thats the best. Love writing to these missionaries cant wait to keep writing them its going to add on and on haha. They make my day alot better.

This is How I Do

I love teasing my best friend about girls hahaha ecspecially if its a girl he likes hahaha. AND i KNOW he likes my Best Friend Shaliece hahahaha. :) My buddy likes a girl hahahahaha. So i been helping him ask her out on a hot date. I dont blame if she's been staring at him i couldnt help myself and stare at him before hahaha i got a cute best friend. He's my best friend he's my buddy we've been tight since 6th grade hahaha. I love our conversations hahahaha. Wish i could hang out with him before he goes on his misson. Sometimes we have conversations about life hahahahaha and just being plan funny and then he goes all weird on me starts asking me about the Calf hahahahaha. I told him my dad said boys are ugly hahaha and he said oh my thats funny. hahahaha. like last time i talked to him he asked me what i thought about the calf on the boys. hahahahaha hmmm... hahahaha seriously asking me about the calf. hahaha if thats what turns him on then he picked a weird body part that turns him on. hahahhahahaha he thinks its weird that i like the 6 pack. hahahaha gosh that boy hahahaha. I told him some tips to help him ask the girl out told him to not get soo nervous when he does and he doesnt want to chase her away. I know he really likes her from the way he told me everything about her. So i dont want him to chase her away. He said he will see where him and her go after the first date :) Sooo Cute my Buddy likes a girl ;) im just all for this stupid romance crap hahahaha but  any girl would be lucky enough to date my Best Friend :) They can even ask me what its like being this close to him. hahahahaha he doesnt mind if i tease him hahaha soon or later i'll be really all over him teasing him about his girl hahahaha. :) Me and him are like brother and sister hahahaha I know if i told him  i have a boyfriend he would be all over me hahaha saying Jessica hahahaha thats my best friend someday my future husband will meet my buddy and i hope Ross my buddy doesnt tell my husband about the calf ohh dear. :) hahahahahaha I think i should be worried hhahahahaha :))

Saying Goodbye

Yesterday was the final last day we got to see our cousins. Chris and Dustin already left home yesterday so it was just Andy and Ricky and  also we got to say goodbye to my aunt and uncle. They left for Idaho last night so it was nice to see them. I will always be taller then my Aunt Shirley hahaha. It was good to see everyone again its been a good long time since we saw eachother. Played games with my little cousins got lots of pictures again hahahahhaa played with the soccer ball and my cousin Andy scared me hahahhahaha then he said my name like JESSICA LEIGH CARROLL like i was in trouble haha and we were talking about my dads pizza place that opens in 2 weeks hopefully and we had a nice fun visit i love my family <3 cant believe its time to say goodbye hopefully it wont be to long before we see them again. hahahahahaha hopefully it wont be another 7 years hahahaha crazy im glad i got to see my cousins again its been soo long and now that they are all heading home this week but my cousin mike is staying here for 2 weeks and he goes home to do his mission farewell and then he comes back and goes into the MTC August first he's going to chile which will be awesome. So he'll be gone for 2 years. We got a little while before we get another graduate in the family my moms hoping that maybe when i get married maybe thats when we will see the cousins and family again but i dont know. hahahahahahaha then we showed Aunt Susan and her boyfriend Jeff and his kids our new pizza resturant hahahaha our family gets a disscount hahahaha. :) and we tried the secret recipe but nobody will know how its made its a secret hahaha but i had so much fun with my cousins these past few days and even seeing family these past few weeks and meeting family i never knew about. Its been a fun week thats for sure i love days like this. I cant wait to see my family again and have more fun with them again. :)

F A M I L Y : Grandparents 50th Anniversary Party

Happy 50th Anniversary to my Grandparents cant believe they made it to 50 years together. Even though they drive eachother crazy they are still together. :) The day finally came yesterday we had the 50th anniversary party everyone liked my dress i liked it to it was very cute. It was fun to see all my cousins and getting to meet my 2 aunts for the very first time also. :) Crazy how time goes by fast.
We were just talking and having fun and the grandkids the great grandkids were just coloring having fun and causing trouble. It was soo nice to see everyone again.

Got alot of pictures taken yesterday. It was crazy hahahahaha and then we went swimming and we were having fun until keagan drounded and luckily we saved him but he got in trouble for it and then i got bored and tired and just wanted to go home and sleep.

aleast everyone had a good time visiting. I didnt go to chuckie cheese with the kidos i came home and showered and took a nice long nap ahahahahaha. But congrats to my grandparents on 50 years thats a big accomplishment well done. :)

Happy Fathers Day♥

Today in honor of Fathers Day I decided to write how much I looove my daddy. He's been a good dad he's taught me alot of stuff its not easy for him to see me all grown up. But aleast he's the one guy in my life i will always love. Happy Fathers day daddy! (: I'lll always be your little girl no matter what.
im very thankful for everything im lucky to have a dad in my life and he's very protective over me and what can i say im just a daddys girl. :)

Also Happy Fathers day to my Grandpa! I miss him and love him soo very much im glad I got to have him in my life even though it feels like it was a short time in my life. He was the best grandpa i have ever had and i cant wait to see this big guy again someday. <3 looove you soo much grandpa!

Me and my Daddy! :) Im glad to call him my Daddy im his little girl. What can i say a Daddys girl. :) Very proctive over me with the boys and thats what dads do they are the best i love my dad soo much. Thank you Dad for everything you taught me well. Even though you always laugh and shake your head when i talk about boys. hahahaha :)) Thank you for letting me be me.

Well im lucky to have this guy in my life! (: Happy Fathers day to all the dads out there. Glad we can honor you for what you do. Keep the good work up.

Pauls Big 10th Birthday

On Thursday we celebrated Pauls big 10th Birthday alot of kids where over here. It was so fun they were taking water guns and shooting me and Daniel and Jennifer hahahaha it was so fun we kept trying to out run them then it got to a point we were out of breath then we came inside and me and Daniel and Jennifer just hung out in my room while paul played with his other friends tell his friends went home and we also took Paul out to eat for dinner at golden corrall it was some yummy food i ate hahaha then i really got hyper with a freaking cotten candy thing hhaha and me and Jennifer saw alot of hot boys in shorts and tank tops hahahahahaha we didnt see the dang waiter that we saw the last time we were there haahaha but paul got alot of stuff for his birthday i got him a stuffed dog and a soccer ball he wants to be a pro scooer player. It was so fun i cant believe it my brother finally is double digits hahahaha

These past Few Days

On Tuesday I went to Dallins and Silas's they werent home soo I just told their parents to give the cards to them they said okay they would. hahaha I saw Dallins mom and asked if Dallin was there and she said nope hahahaha she said wow its been along time since i've seen you.hahaha seriously need to get time to see Dallin again hahahahahahaha and yet i keep going when he isnt home hahaha but his mom said she would tell him hi for me hahahaha :) he probably wonders why i go there when he's not home hahahahaha. my boy is very busy.

We also Deleivered Pauls inventations for his birthday party. Its going to be so much fun.

Yesterday we went to my grandmas house and had a BBQ :) got to see my cousins from florida its been a good long while. Cant believe how much we all grown up.

F A M I L Y: Part 2 ♥

This past week has been AMAZING! sooo glad to see my family again. :) I've been just surrounded by family. Im loving it! Ecspecially when i dont see them in a long time! Im soo blessed to have a great family in my life. Even though some of my cousins i wonder why they do the things they do. Its stupid sometimes yet i gotta be related to them. I love spending time with my family ecspecially alot now since i'll be moving out on my own soon here in a year or so. and even though we feel like killing eachother we still get along. We all have those days where we just wanna kill one another hahahaha.
But then again we love eachother. I saw my other aunt she is shorter then me so i felt like a freakin tower just being around her. But i do like being average hieght. hahahaha as id used to say im not short im funsized hahahahaha. :) Aleast i have a family to support me and love me and care for me. :) I have the best family ever. Even though sometimes i wish i had a sister so i could have someone to talk girl talk with then again i dont have one but i have one up in heaven my twin sister. hahahaha :) Yeah I have a twin sister. I found out that she died as she was coming out when my mom was giving birth so it ended up being just me. Someday i'll see this sister. :)  But Paul is my best friend he's the best brother ever. :) Im so glad i get to see family again. Its so nice to finally see everyone.

Summertime: Party Time.

I can't believe it. Time to celebrate summer birthdays already. :) Aleast in my family it is. Paul is the first one in my family to have his birthday we been planning it and we gave him a cars party he will have it on thursday we orded him a cake also so hopefully this is the best birthday ever for him. He's turning 10. My little cousin keagan just turned 5. So on friday we will go to chuckie cheese celebrate his and pauls birthday together. :) Which should be fun.

My Grandpas birthday is the next summer birthday in the family and then my moms the last one in the family to have a summer birthday in the summer. She's turning 50 years old. Yeah my mom and Dad are that old already 50 years old. hahahaha

Honestly i Love summer. Also im gonna try and see alot of my friends and stuff. :) :) Meet some new friends. :) :)

F A M I L Y ♥

On Tuesday me and my mom and brothers went to my grandma's house to see my aunt. She hasent seen me and Eric since we were little kids and she hasnt met paul yet either. So when we were over there we had lunch and we were talking my aunt and cousins were there they are from New Mexico. My aunt speaks french soo its hard to understand her. She asked me if i graduated from high school i said yes i did she's like wow i think she was surprised to see how tall me and Eric were and how much we grown and she got to meet Paul for the first time. She was kinda dissapointed in eric for not finishing high school. then she asked me if i have a boyfriend hahahahaha i dont know why but thats a funny question to ask me hahaha we started laughing and i said nope i dont hahaha i wish i did though but someday i will and she asked Eric if he had a girlfriend he said nope hahaha and we were still laughing about it and she asked if we had a job i said no but im working on it im finding one. Good thing she didnt ask if i drive but she doesnt know how to drive so my cousin drove her here. She was asking what we were going to do over the summer i said i dont know have fun i guess lol. and she asked what i was doing since i graduated from high school i said im going to college  she's like wow i still remember when you were this little hahaha My second cousin has a french name something that stands for Terry in french thats so awesome and i have another cousin his name is Jessie he has down syndrome and thats sad he can talk good just his mom talks for him so it doesnt really give him a chance to talk. We also watched this family video my cousin Andy put together for my grandpa and grandma's 50th wedding anniversary party. family that i never knew about its funny how we meet family i dont know about and parents known about them for soo long its like wow! The people i am related to. But thanks to my grandpa his family is in new mexico so thats were they are at and we never see my aunt but my uncle her husband died 12 years ago. But its nice to know i have that side of the family i never knew about. to think i only had my dads side and my moms side of the family and theres even more family. Cant wait to finally see my other cousins and aunts and uncles this next week. My moms side of the family of course my moms side of the family is weird they smoke and all that. It will be nice to finally see some family again its been a good long while.