Wednesday, May 23, 2012

This Feeling.

Today me and my best friend Shaliece were talking about breaking the ice and finally telling Dallin and Tyler how we feel about them hhhahahahaha ohh they dont know what we really talk about hahahahaa. Honestly i dont know how i developed feelings for Dallin hahahahaha I met him before christmas more like before thanksgiving and after christmas break we go back to school all the sudden its like i had this thing going for Dallin as if it felt right that it was meant to be. hahahaha so me and shaliece were fighting the feelings of telling them the truth just break it to them dont know what were waiting for people tell us to tell them as soon as possible and dont wait any longer. hahahahaha I'm afraid once i wanna say it something stupid will come out of my mouth hahahaha. I mean pretty much i love this boy its to th point were im just soo in love with him and i get excited over it all and yet i hide it all from him. Its like i can write it all out on paper but its like oh my gosh just this feeling of wanting to just tell him straight up makes me soo nervous cause its always gotta have the negative side its always gotta have that chance of ruining the friendship :( hahahahhaha but if they can tell we like them then they must be waiting to hear us tell them soo they can say oh i knew all along. i mean seriously. hahahaha.
I never knew confessing my feelings would be so complicated and hard hahahahahaha. I just wish it was eaiser to tell him i like him a  whole heck of a lot. If it gets to the point i will write it on paper and give it to him. hahahaha. its deffiently time to tell them now.

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