February The Love Month!

Things have been going great for me and my family. I love my family they are the best they are helping me cope with the pain and dealing with the loss of my grandma. We hope to finally be done with my grandma's house by the end of next week. Can't believe it times flyin by seems like yesterday we were living there. I also got a letter from a missionary i've been writing to. My moms teasing me about it she's like oh you got a letter from your husband like no he's not my husband haha freaking heck talk about marriage here and im still only 19 seriously slow down lifes going to fast. I loved getting a letter from him its the best its what i needed the most. I told him my grandma passed away and I feel like he gave me a lesson just written on a note. It really helped now i just gotta reply to him. Im glad i choose to write to a missionary now i gotta start thinking about what type of guy i would really like to be with for the rest of my life. My best friend Dallin turns 18 on sunday... Oh my goodness crazy he's going to be a legal adult oh boy. Its crazy how were all talking about college missions and life.  Dallin deffiently does wanna go on his mission he's so pumped for it. In a way im sad he's going to be gone for 2 years. Wish my brothers would take interest being a missionary my brother was interested into it until he changed and totally hated the mormons. But i hope Paul becomes a missionary that would be an awesome experience for him besides id be happy to have aleast 1 brother out on a mission but its up to him. But aleast i can write to my missionary boys. :) thats gotta keep me happy. Soo this missionary Elder Justin Holland wont be the only one i write to. My BFF turns 20 Next sunday. CRAZZY!!! My BFF's growing up. She's gonna be 20! hopefully i get to see hr for her birthday. But idk i guess thats up to her. My Best Friends brother turns 10 today... Oh how time flies double digits now. I still can't believe my little brother will be 10 this summer. speaking of which i've been helping him with his homework its not soo easy at all. He's got 3 months left of school then its summar. Holly molly. I keep thinking about being 21 dont know why but i've been thinking aobut it it scares me.  My Best friend turns 19 in a couple of weeks. Me and My family are getting excited were going to disneyland in april :) sooo freaking excited. Its going to be the best family trip ever. Sooo Happy and were going to open a resturant too. soo im excited some good things to look forward too. Im just loving life living it to the fullest going to live it all up to the day i die. Me and shaliece are going to ask Dallin and Tyler to be our valentines hahahaha we decided were going to put it on a cookie like  "Dallin will you be my valentine?" No doubt i bet he would say yes. but that depends if he will ever have time for a date. We can try and do it during lunch sometime. I guess we will have to see. but i hope its a yes again. hahahaha :) he's just so awesome and soo much fun to be around. its like i can be myself around him.