Gotta Do What's Best For Me

I can't have someone so toxic in my life wanting to kill my boyfriend. I no longer want nothing to do with this toxic person. Its my life and my relationship. No wonder i keep my life private a lot of the time. I'm done i don't tolerate this at all. Nobody can tell me who i can and can't be friends with and nobody can tell me who to date and not who to date. I choose my friends and i choose who i date. Now this is why i liked life in Las Vegas living there i was not once judged for anything but for some odd reason i'm judged here for everything. I lost a friend over being a normal Mormon who happens to be inactive a lot and someone doesn't like me cause i'm not Molly Mormon enough to be a friend. I'm not about to lose my relationship over my brother threatening to kill my boyfriend. I'm not even sorry for running my life the way i want to run it. If i have a friend who doesn't want to be my friend anymore that's up to them. I'm just being myself.

Learned to Skateboard

This year part of some of my new adventures i have always wanted to fully learn how to skateboard. I picked up on it when i was a kid and tried to teach myself to skateboard and well that didn't work out right so well. I'd keep falling on my butt and would eventually just give up little did i know i was supposed to bend my knees. Recently me and my boyfriend went to the skate park and i can say i know how to skateboard the right way. I didn't know you were supposed to bend the knees a little to skateboard and well now my boyfriend has taught me to skateboard. I'll leave the tricks to him i won't probably ever be able to do tricks when skateboarding but he's a pro at it so i'll let him do the tricks. I'm just very glad knowing i wasn't able to do those awesome tricks he did with his skateboard. He was able to make a new friend through skateboarding even though he had his new skateboarding buddy he was still looking at me and watching me trying to skateboard even when i didn't realize he was watching me. Now i can skateboard without falling on my butt too much now.

One Year with Braces

One year down  one year and eight months left to go with braces. I will get my braces off 8 months after my Jaw surgery is complete.

Update on Jaw Surgery

It's crazy how one year ago we made it official for Jaw surgery and put me on this long 15 months wait for jaw surgery and well here we are 12 months later and 3 months left to go till my surgery happens. Yesterday i got to go back to the orthodontist and they added two new hooks on the two top back teeth for my bands due to a cross bite type thing i have to wear three bands at the same time and my orthodontist has me wearing a band on the left side to hold it together. I guess things are getting more worse if we got to have a band holding it together. I didn't get a chance to talk to my orthodontist to make sure me and him and the oral surgeon are all on the same page for surgery but that's okay. I'm hanging onto last of the hope i have for this to happen in August. I'm adjusting to three bands all at the same time. They told me if i can't wear three at the same time a least i have to wear the back bands that hook to my hooks on the back teeth on top. Knowing i have these three bands in my mouth at the same time when i wear them cause now i have to make sure i wear them all the time now. I was about to say yes why don't we just "wire" my mouth shut already but nahh lets keep the suspense going and wait till jaw surgery to wire my mouth shut. Lol that's what it really feels like at this point. I go back to the orthodontist next month so hopefully this time i can talk to him about this so i can ask him some questions about jaw surgery that i'm curious about. I feel like i'm taking the bullet here and i'm brave enough to put myself through this. I wouldn't wish this on anyone even if they don't fully understand what its like i still wouldn't wish it on anyone to have this jaw problem even though it does happen to people its sad that it happens to people it seems like ever since i found out i had this jaw problem its becoming more and more common to hear other people have the same problem as me. This means the oral surgeon gets to make the final decision on if my mouth is ready or not really soon.

3 Months Left to Go

We have made it to 12 months with only 3 months left to go for jaw surgery. Oh how i can't wait till this wait is over with. ( if everything goes as planned) this 15 months wait is over in August. I hope to hear from my Oral Surgeon a month or two before this 15 months wait ends and hopefully find out the good news or the bad news. Whatever the outcome might be i know i have trust in my Orthodontist with this. If everything goes as planned i will only have 2 more visits with my orthodontist before surgery happens. I'm still lost on this whole jaw surgery thing. I have things i'm curious about and i hope to find out the rest of the details soon. I'm really hoping that this is it and i don't have to wait any longer. I see my orthodontist next week and i know this is starting to feel so real especially since i get more hooks attached and different sized bands to go with it. This is finally it.