Missionary Letters are the Best

Its been so much fun writing my friend who is a missionary for the 2 years and just getting to know him more and he seriously is the best. He's so lucky to serve a mission in Florida. It made my day when i got his letter on Friday and he comes home at the end of May. I can tell that he is amazed by how much positive attitude I have like nobody rarely ever see's me so depressed but i try not to let that get the best of me. It only lasts a few minutes anyways if i'm depressed and its unhealthy to be depressed it actually can make you sick and he has told me before that I inspire him to have a positive out look on life. Besides heavenly father is happy when he see's me happy and living a positive life style and you actually live more longer with being positive and happy. I have a lot of guy friends out on the mission field serving a mission. I look forward to seeing my boy Dallin and Silas next year its gonna be good to have them home again. I'm very proud of my guy friends for serving a mission for 2 years. It goes by way to fast thats for sure. I can't wait to see my guy friends again when everyone gets home off their mission. I'm happy to hear Dallin is doing good in Chile and I hope Silas is doing good in Spain.  Its amazing how many life's a Missionary can change they are seriously the best. :)

This Song

This Song Love Hurts is the most annoying song I've ever heard.. Yet i like to listen to it once and awhile. I can't stand to hear this song all the time. Yes love does hurt. Thanks to my Best Friend Ross he knows this song annoys me. I don't know why it annoys me. He even tried asking me why it annoys me. He agrees that it repeats Love hurts way to much. hahahaha thats what my best friend is for to annoy me with this song. hahahaha he knows me best hahaha its like Jessica i know what you wanna hear. All the sudden this song plays and its like ohhhhhh nooooo.... hahahaha I get him back for this every time. 

Wowwwiee Time Flies by to Fast

Oh my gosh! Its me when i was 13 years old... Never again with that hair. I don't even know what i was thinking back than. I'm feeling old now LOL! (:

No Bake Peanut Butter Bars

These peanut butter bars are so freaking yummy! They are so easy to make and you don't have to bake them. My mom found the recipe through Facebook on a recipe thing she liked. We make them almost every week. Just make sure the gram crackers are really smashed up good unless you like it crunchy.

Here is the recipe on the website: http://www.sixsistersstuff.com/2012/03/easy-no-bake-peanut-butter-bars.html

I seriously love chocolate and peanut butter together. Best treat we made this year.

Austin Mahone Concert

Ahhh finally going to a concert this summer on August 6th me and my Best Friend are seeing Austin Mahone preform live up in Salt Lake. Couldnt be more excited. Out of all the concerts I choose him. I can't believe it he's the first one we get to see live. I haven't been to a concert since 2007. Its gonna be so much fun going to his concert. I deserve some fun anyways and this is like only once in a life time thing anyways not like i always go to concerts every time in my life since they are so expensive. Can't wait till the tickets come in the mail soon. (:

I Wouldn't Normally Post This But...

Honestly, this is what I've been dealing with for awhile now. And to know that this saying relates to me helps a lot through everything I'm going through... Being a Mormon I probably wouldn't want to post something like this but i felt like sharing it. Even if it hurts that i posted it.

Just a Little Something

I felt like sharing this video. A cover of say something by a Great Big World. These two are so talented. I know the guy singing this song in the video I don't know who the girl is but they did a great job on covering this song and he's a really good singer. 

This is just a little random. But make someone's day and make someone smile. (:  

TMJ is Gone

Finally after 3 months of dealing with the pain in my Jaw and the soft food diet the pain is gone. I can finally eat without the pain. It feels so nice and I'm back on my normal food diet. All the medicine and applying ice and heat to my jaw has helped so much along with my dad working on it since he is a massage therapist. I'm still grinding my teeth especially when i talk its bad but i'm not clenching my teeth as bad anymore. Its feeling so much better since the two teeth got pulled my mouth doesn't feel so over crowded like it did before i had the two teeth removed. I'm still getting the rest of my teeth fixed at the dentist. I'm feeling so much better too lately i had the " I don't give a care anymore" attitude before the pain finally went away. I really hope we can get TMJ to stay away now all the pain i've been in and having a soft food diet just gets old after awhile. It got to the point applying ice and heat to my Jaw became very annoying. I'm looking forward to the next few months and i'll be happy once i get this fixed . I just havent liked looking at a picture of myself knowing that the jaw is crooked and slanted and it shifted to the left. I hope we can get a plan to get my jaw to stop shifting to the left. I'm still going through upper jaw surgery to get my under bite fixed I know non of this was gonna be easy or fun. Its been the hardest decision to make. I know nobody would wanna go through this i wouldn't either its still unbelievable that I'm getting this done and to know its becoming a reality just makes it more harder. I'm still getting a tooth guard as far as i know and i'm also getting braces this summer. Its been a long 3 months I'm happy its all gone.