Exactly 1 month til Christmas

Since today is the 25th exactly 1 month left til Christmas and ahhhh im sooo excited i cant wait we started putting up decorations for christmas soon we will put up the christmas tree. and cant forget 29 days ahhhh it makes me soo happy to know its my  favorite time of the year again already. I just love this holiday season. Christmas is my favorite holiday. I freaking love christmas. but YESS finally and the christmas music makes me soo happy.

Happy Birthday

I known this boy since he was born. Today he turned 14 crazy how time flies by. he's in 8th grade now. Pretty soon he will be in high school its just going by fast. Theres alot of memories with this kid and he's like my brother im not related to hahaha and his name is Daniel. Happy Birthday Daniel. Hope he had a fun day. Even though it was on sunday he doesnt do friend parties and thats okay too.
he is autistic he used to have anger problems alot growing up now he knows how to handle it alot better. which is nice. he's growing up fast now that he's been a teenage boy. crazy!!!

Happy Birthday Eric

He drives us crazy sure were not proud of him and  sometimes i wonder how in the world i ended up related to this boy. I hate and love him and i been stuck with him since he was born. Even though we celebrated his birthday early on thanksgiving. He's my brother and i wont ever dis own him all though sometimes he can speak the truth with out thinking about it. and this brother is 19 years old now Happy Birthday Eric. 1 year left til he turns 20. hahahahaha crazy crazy.

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone

 

 

I hope everyone had a least a good thanksgiving! I sure did this was probably the most funniest Thanksgiving ever. Hahahahahaha First off who knew id get a new name Serena hahahaha my Grandma just started calling Serena like okay where did that come from? hahaha like who ever kne after being born with the name Jessica all the sudden 20 years later i get a new name and Grandpa likes it LOL :)) hahaha I wouldnt change my name though its dang expensive. hahahaha No wonder you want to name your kid something worth the keep cause its freaking expensive to change your name. hahahahaha and Thanksgiving Dinner was sooo yummy I was so full i thought if i ate anything more id be throwing up we deep fried the turkey hahahaha it tastes soo good. Hahahaha and you know we celebrated my brothers 19th birthday early even though its on the 24th of November (this Saturday) hahahahaha and dang we started singing Happy Birthday couldnt even finish singing Happy Birthday instead we bursted out laughing and here's the picture...... hahahahahaha even just looking at this picture makes me laugh.

 

Nothing like spending thanksgiving with my family hahahahahahha and falling asleep while watching a football game. hahahaha but i deffiently love my family. :)

Happy thanksgiving Everyone and for those of you who like Black friday shopping

Happy Black Friday Shopping!!!!

 



Amazing Grace

In honor of the 11th Anniversay of my grandpa Carroll's Death. We sang this song at his funeral and its really good. :)

If We Hold On Together

This song Just brings back soo many memories. I sang this song along time ago with my kindergarten or first grade class I just know I sang it. Its soo sad. It really has a meaning though if we hold on together we can make it through whatever and i just thought id blog about this. Cause deffiently for friends and holding on together through thick and thin and going through high school together being there for eachother in the end i just really like this song its sad though. and this song deffiently reminds me of Land Before time ecspecially since thats where it came from when Little foots mom or grandmother dies in this.

My new Job

Working at Deano's Pizza Builders has been something to get used to. Its like I'm living a life I never thought I'd live. Crazy to think I would never be doing something like working at a Pizza Place. I always thought of working somewhere else. But nope Life is funny that way and gives you something unexpected its been fun soo far I had training what to say when answering the phone. and I must say I got it all down. I took my first order too. Its been an experience trying this all out. and honestly I love our pizza its soo much better then any other pizza i used to eat all the time. Its crazy to think im living a life i never thought id live. I also passed my foods permit test after sitting at the computer for over an hour i finally passed my test all though i failed once but i tried again and i passed. I work crazy hours. Mostly the morning afternoon shift and im almost there til like 9PM soo i work almost 11 hours a day. Its been funny though cause my manager scares the crap outta me like it gets all quiet and all the sudden *BOOO!!!!* like what the heck hahaha and i litterly jump hahahaha. and i cant wait til we hire more people soo i have someone other then my own family to work with. hahaha
I can honestly say i like the way my life is going right now. Its giving me unexpected adventures in life and i like that. Giving new things a try in life and seeing what its like if i like it or not. So its pretty awesome.

That Moment when....

You go to walmart and there always has to be that doll they put out on display and it turns out to be one that talks and you walk by it and it starts talking or aleast when you push a button on it. Well it happened to me and it scared the crap outta me. and my moms like yeah if you were little and saw that doll you'd want  it hahahaha cant believe something that scared the crap outta me i would of wanted this toy as a kid if it was in my childhood hahahaha if i had it and it would probably scare the crap out of me now being an adult hahahahahaha. its crazy how dolls can do all these things now.
but yeah its always that toy hahahaha and it just happened to be this one. hahaha.

Sometimes a Picture Explains It All

AWEE!!! My sim guy created this picture for his wife its sooo freaking cute. It explains how i feel about Dallin. Now if my sim guy can give it to his wife sometime hahaha. Thats soo cute though when i saw what he was painting and saw the heart and people its like AWEEE ahahaha and this totally reminds me of how its with me and Dallin only if it were all real hahahahaha. But i think he just recreated their wedding on this painting hahaha and dang he's pretty good at it i must say. Just makes me wanna go tell Dallin how i feel. hahaha

 

 

 

AWEEE! BEST Friend = One Amazing Missionary

Today I found out my BEST friend got his mission call Aweee Im soo happy for him. (: He's gonna be one amazing missionary the next 2 years. But dang deep down im gonna go through a lot of with drawls :( He is the next one to leave my best friend Dallin leaves March 13th 2013 a month after his birthday and i've been missing him like crazy already. So i got a short time to see him but dangg it. he's the next one to leave. I am soo proud of him like my reaction was like OH MY GOSH!!! AhHHH thats so awesome. but i got still awhile with him here in person sooo its not to bad and besides i'll be able to write him letters hahahahahaha but danggg how can i express how i feel to him ahhhhhh he makes me forget how to breathe he makes me very happy hahahahaha just wish i could tell him and its killing me i cant fight this feeling anymore I dont know what im gonna do with out my boys next year. They make my day and getting letters from them will make my day even more better i just hope Silas hasnt left yet on his mission cause dang me and Shaliece need to go to Subways with them ASAP! she's going to be like Oh My gosh when she hears that Dallin got his mission call. I have no idea when ty guy leaves :( But for now i will enjoy them while they are still here. and i for sure will go to Dallins farewell. I hope Bj hasnt left yet either. Well this month next month January february and half of march is all i have left with my Best Friend! Sooo very happy for him but yet its like i might just forget how to breathe if he doesnt know how i feel and its soo hard to tell him. Apart of me wants to tell him big time but the other half is afraid of ruining a friendship with that boy. And i dont want that all though people i talk to they tell me do it and it wont ruin a friendship. Brandon is still a senior soo he wont be a missionary for a good while. (: Soo aleast i will have him around. Crazy how this has come time to say goodbye to them.

Moments Like This

Mmkay sooo today at work. This morning it was soo funny cause we teased my dad about being old hahahahaha. Here's the conversation


Dads friend Dean: Grandpa
My Dad: Not Yet!!! hahahaha
*Turns to me*
Saying Jessica you need to find a nice guy
Me: Yeah i do.
My dad: You need to start going singles ward if you wanna meet some guys.
hahahahahahaha

yeah this made me think hahaha Yeah i do need to start dating freaking heck. 20 years old. Time to change this hahahaha. (: I gotta find a guy that i like a lot. Sadly i will have to eventually let go of feelings for Dallin hahhahaha.

Now this really got me thinking yeah its really time to be serious and get settled down. I cant keep my parents waiting for grandkids i aleast want 2 kids before my parents pass away.
I just gotta make sure i'm ready physically and Mentally. But im excited to be a mommy someday.

11/12/12

Happy 51st Birthday Daddy! I Love youuu sooo much <3 I couldn't imagne my life without you! and thank you for raising me you and mom done the best job to help me grow up. I hope to find a good dad like you for my future kids to have and to call him their daddy. Simply the best thank you for having my back. I know you get protected over me and thats your job and i know you want me to be happy and see me not get hurt i wouldnt want that either. I dont think no parent wants to see their own kids go through marriage then to find out their kids are getting a divorce. I know I wouldnt want that in life. I hope to never have it happen. and I hope my daddy has a good Birthday even though he's 51 and says he's 17 hahahahaha. (: Im glad i can tease him about being old. And being able to Make fun of him being old hahahaha No matter what i will always be his little girl. (:

11/11/12

Today We Celebrated my Dads 51st Birthday even though its tomorrow.

we had soo much fun hahahahahaha we went to my grandmas house and this is one thing to remember.

My cousin Andy asks my dad (His Uncle) Sooo How does it feel to be 85?? hahahahahahaha oh my gosh we started just laughing my grandma's like oh no he's gonna cut you out of his will now. hahahaha and then my dad says well how does this sound and he makes a grunting noise getting up out of the chair hahahaha and says to my Grandpa I didnt know i was older then you hahahahaha then my grandpa was like well it must of been getting up out of the chair hahahahahaha oh my gosh soo funnny. hahahaha :) see we have soo much fun teasing my dad hahahaha. :)

Being a 90's Kid: Between The Lions and Barney

Being a 90's Kid: Chicka Chicka Boom Boom and Junie B Jones

Being a 90's Kid: Lizzie McGuire Movie

Being a 90's Kid: Phil of the Future & Zoom

Being a 90's Kid: Thats So Raven and Lizzie Mcguire

Being a 90's Kid: Reading Rainbow and Mr Rogers Neighborhood

Being a 90's Kid: Blues Clues and Dragon Tales

Being a 90's Kid: Girl Scouts

Being a 90's Kid: Phonics and Jumpstart 1st Grade

 

Being a 90's Kid: Playskool Play-Doh Creations and Candyland

I had sooo much fun playing this game hahahaha like this is the best part of my childhood and i freaking miss it all now.

This game didnt work very well but dang Candyland has been apart of my childhood for a good long while. We even used to have the Game board of it. Until my dad threw it away cause me and Eric wouldnt pick it up.

Being a 90's Kid: Playskool Puzzles

I remember Id have soo much fun playing this game. It was soo much fun. If it would still work I  bet Paul would love playing it. But i just remember id just have soo much fun and never get bored playing this computer game.

Surfin the Internet and I Find....

Somehow I was just surfin the Internet. I happened to be on walmart searching through things. Just happens I found "Funeral" on walmart.com so I clicked on it. OHhhhhh my gosh Walmart has caskets for the funerals..... thats just weird. I would think its weird i never knew Walmart had Caskets. Then I saw the prices of those caskets WOW They are sooo freaking expensive. Everything about funerals is expensive. Moments like this. I only can hope I can afford my parents Funeral someday when its there time to go. Cause Dannnngg! its not cheap at all. But its nice cause you know its better to have them burried the right way and properly handled the right way instead of nothing at all. Cause i know We kids will be the next ones up to burry our own parents either if mom goes first or dad goes first Either way me and Eric and mom or dad who ever is still alive and of course paul. Will have to take care of the Funeral Planning. But if anything i hope just hope its not gonna drain the money outta me.

Being a 90's kid: Nintendo 64

Deffiently know when your a 90's kid when we played Nintendo 64 and we litterly had to blow on the games to get them to work.

 

This is what me and Eric grew up playing we played James Bond and Zelda on this Nintendo 64

this was like the best thing ever invented when we were kids. When me and eric werent playing with friends we would play this together or sometimes id even play by myself.



only 90 kids that remember this game system know what im talking about. This game system was soo much fun. We kept it for a good long time.

Super Mario was my favorite game to play on the Nintendo 64 Also along with Donky Kong (: hahahaha I liked All games though.

 

And since then i have grown up playing video games! (: and i like having that apart of my life. Im not totally girly either.

Being a 90's Kid: The Big Comfy Couch

 

 

ohhhh MY gosh!!! I remember this show. It was like the Best show i ever saw as a little girl. I remember watching the videos and the show. I wish these kids now days got to see what it was like being a 90's kid cause i sure do miss this all. Its sad that they changed alot. I'm glad im a 90's kid. 

Being a 90's kid: Saturday Morning Cartoons

Oh my gosh I remember Saturday Mornings when I woke up Id watch Saturday Morning Cartoons.
I seriously miss this Its not the same anymore or aleast not with the same shows i remember watching on this channel. I would wake up early on saturdays and me and my friends watched this alot. It was like the best thing ever being part of a 90's kid.

Being a 90's Kid: Rugrats

My FAVORITE TV SHOW!! Growing up. I Loved watching the Rugrats me and my first brother Eric just loved to watch this show. Only a true 90's kid knows all about this show!!! (: